my sweet darlin, here is another part of us for  you, mom and dad finally found each other again after 31 years ,we reunited on june 9,2011, i married your dad on june 11,2011-which is also your grandmothers birthday- should have told you happy birthday on your birthday,but you know is so painfull and very hurtful for me,i love you my sweet baby, you would be 32 years old now, wow you would be a good man ,you would be in some military branch like your dad or me ..just wanted you know about us, we love you darlin our first child ... yess your dad still calls me peaches and i still call him taterchip !!!!!!!!!!!!!! our true love child!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RUBIN YOU WRE CONCIEVED IN LOVE , NO MISTAKE ABOUT THAT/' MOMA WAS A LITTLE GIRL , DADDY  WAS ALITTLE BOY , HE WAS IN THE ARMY OVER SEAS, KNEW NOT OF  YOU,  YOU WER A HYPER CHILD , I WOULD RUB MY TUMMY  SAY YOUR NAME AND YOU WOULD CALM DOWN,LIKE YOU KNEW,I WOULD SING AMAZIN GRACE TO YOU , MOMA WAS PROUD CARRING YOU , YOU ARE APART OF DADDY AND ME ,LIFE OR DEATH CAN NOT CHANGE THAT.. ON THAT NITE I STATRED TO HURT IN AWAFUL PAIN, I CRIED OUT YOUR AND DADDYS NAME - PRAYED TO GOD NOT TO TAKE  YOU AWAY- I TOLD GOD PLEASE NOT MY BABY- YOU TOOK MY TATERCHIP AWAY PLEASE DO NOT MY BABY TO- THE PAIN GREW SO BAD, MY BLOOD STATRED TO  SPILL EVER SO BAD- I STARTED TO CRY FOR NOW I LOST BOTH OF YOU- THE BEST PART OF US WAS U MY BABY- MY RUBIN FRANCIS- THERE HAS NOT BEEN A NITE OR DAY THAT I DONOT THINK OF YOU , THIS IS YOU AND YOUR SHORT LIFE- I NEVER GOT A CHANCE TO BAKE COOKIES WITH U .BUT I ALWAYS SAVE ONE FOR U- AT HOLIDAYS YOU ARE APART OF IT ALL. YOU ARE ALWAYS HERE, I THINK SOME TIMES YOU ARE WATCHIN OVER ME / MAKIN SURE I AM OK/MY LOVE FOR U IS INFINTY