You are my gaurdian angel and the spirit that lets me know it will be alright. I didn't know you to much while you were alive but over the years i have become one with you. When ever i have a doubt and start to tumble in darkness i think about you and it lets me know that i shall pass and forever grow in joy and happiness. With you one day i will be fully healed from my injury.

I still remember that night when my dad and I got the call. I still cry end think about it almost every day. I proud that the cross I mad is still standing.

I miss my sister daily and October 1st is coming up way to fast and I am going to miss her even more especially after it being 2 years since her passing. I love you Ruth and I cant wait to see u again someday. Kiera is becoming a beautiful young girl, she is a spitting image of you. Even though I am in Job Corp at the moment I will go visit her again and see that same smiling face.