Can’t believe it’s been six years. It’s feels like only yesterday you left us, yet my heart knows it’s been six long years. You were such a character. You had a gorgeous smile and oozed personality and the girls just loved you. Everywhere you went the girls found you. You were always so thoughtful. With your first months wages you went and bought dvds for Scott, Chris and myself. How you managed to remember just what everyone liked amazed me. You didn’t buy us just one either. As a child you had so much confidence. You never ceased to amaze me. When you brother was born, you were such a godsend helping me with everything you could. You adhored him, and from that day onwards you were always looking out for him, and he adhored you in return. I don’t ever recall a day that you ever fell out. I remember you giving me two black eyes one Christmas, you were sat on my lap and I was trying to tie up your shoe laces, you were watching intently, and when I’d finished you lifted your head and head butted me on the top of my nose. Your grandad was convinced your dad had hit me, it was so funny. You left a big big hole in my life. We used to get up to all sorts you and me. I was truly blessed to have you. You would be so proud of you brother too. He has done amazingly well. I know he misses you terribly too. He tries so hard to hide it from me. We all miss and love you so much my gorgeous boy xxxx