WHEN IT WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY I HAD SO MUCH FUN WE WAS AT CHRUCH AND WE LET BOLLONS GO UP IN THE SKY FOR YOU BUT I KNEW THAT YOU WAS IN A BETTER PLACE NOW IT IS CALLED HEAVEN AND I HOPE YOU HAD FUN TO IN HEAVEN AND YOU SEEN ALL OF THE BOLLLONS WE LET GO AND I LOVE YOU BUBBA AND I JUST WISH YOU WAS HERE BUT WHEN WE WAS IN CHRUCH I KNEW SOMTHING AND IT WAS YOU AND GOD RIGHT THERE IN THE CHRUCH WITH US  TO MAKE SURE WE WAS SAFT AND LOVE YOU AND LOVE YOU GOD AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODAY LOVE YOU LOVE ALISSA

WHEN I WAS PLAYING WITH MY BABY BORTHER HE WAS JUST SMILEING AND KICKING HIS LIL FEET OF HIS AND HE WAS GRINING IT WAS CUTE BUT ALSO HE WAS HANDSOME AND I SAID TO HIM I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU HE WAS LAUGHING AND WE HAD FUN WHEN I PICK HIM UP AND HUG HIM AND I SMELLED HIS FEET AND HE LAUGH TO I KNEW THAT HE WAS HANDSOME BECAUSE HE WAS FOR MY MOM AND SHE IS PRTTY TO SO IT MAKES HIM HANDSOME BUT THAT IS ALL FOR TODAY I WILL NEVER FOR GET THAT DAY LOVE YOU LIL RYAN AND I WILL RIGHT SOMTHING TOMRRO LOVE YOU RIP LIL RYAN LOVE YOU LOVE ALISSA

LOVE YOU BUBBA SO MUCH MISS YOU I STOP BY TO SAY HI

My Day on Oct.h 28th was Great!! I was having pains off and on all that day. Well we had went with Ryan Sr. aunt to the doctor and I kept telling them. It's time! Well his aunt had to leave the doctors and on our way back we had to call the ambulance to meet us. Ryan Sr. said are you sure he is coming it was his first child. I said oh yea he is coming!! Well they got me to the Hospital just in time... Ryan was so excited and i was in alot of pain. I had Lil Ryan like 20 min after getting to the hospital. He weighed 6 lbs. 15 ozs. 19 1/2 inchs long. This was one of the most precious days of our life... I can say Lil Ryan was in a hurry to get here and GOD took him home soon too... There is one thing I can say GOD Blessed me and my husband with a beautiful baby boy and he will always be in our hearts forever.......WE LOVE AND MISS YOU BUBBA!!!!:)