its that time of year again. every year it gets a little harder. i think about you more and more. people say it gets easier with time funny thing is that it doesnt... you learn how to answer the questions that used to tear you into a million pieces a little quicker so you can think about it. you wonder about how your bestfriend would act. and most of all what i should be doing with life... i just totaled out my dart... scariest shit of my life... but i made it i know you were there for me... watching over me. this "im fine" thing isnt working today and it wont tomorrow either. i miss you from the very very bottom of my heart. i hope you have another good day up there cause the only thing i can think about is you. i love you for now and forever. your big sissy and your protector.
