Samedro lee killian jr was my 1st born and only son . he was 15 when god called him home. It took 10 months to get his autopsy back and it said he had a seizure in his sleep . if i could turn back the hands of time i feel my son would still be here ...it hurt so much and its such a setback in my mind ..i don't know when the thought of my baby being in a casket going to stop hurting my heart or me not having him here with me and my girls ... Coming home no medro just will never feel right. to look at his pic knowing he loved me and i him is always a feeling of sadness ....i miss my now and forever ok