Gone to soon, Sammy, you were only 36 years old, you had your whole life ahead of you. You did everything right, you married the most beautiful, smart, loving, caring young woman who did NOT deserve to suffer like this. She misses you so much, your pride and joy, your baby boy it is not fear that you are not here to take care of him, to hug him and love him, the way a daddy loves his son. Its not fear to you, you loved life so much.... GONE TO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!