Dear Scott, I had a bad morning and I was thinking of my Johnathan and then I started thinking about you to. You are the first person who has made me laugh and smile in a very long time. I hope you and Johnathan don't get into too much trouble. Like someone said on one of the tributes to you, and it's the truth there are certain sorrows that never fade away until the heart stops beating and the last breath is taken and I know this pain so well. I know you and Johnathan are okay, having fun, but it doesn't make it any easier for me or your mother. Because when you boys left us we died to. That void will never leave us nor can it be filled no matter how many try. When mom pulled up at my house and told me that, I was standing at her car and I broke down, I'm sorry I didn't come to pay my respects, but as old as I am my mother did not tell me when and where she didn't want me there she said it was too much for me and she was probably right, just know handsome that no matter how many days, hours, even seconds that go by, you are thought of and missed and loved so much, You were truly a blessing and I'm so thankful that God gave me that short time to be your friend.