Precious Seamus
You are my world and my soul mate, even though you used to know exactly which buttons to press to annoy me, and which ones to press to get what you wanted with that little innocent boy look, big beaming smile, and little giggle.
We came to Spain for us to live a dream life that you always wanted, sun, sea, partying and hosting friends and family and showing off all of what we had achieved.
When we first met back in the day, you was like a whirling dervish, coming on to the ward with all of your confidence, not a care in the world, always smelling beautiful after applying a bottle of aftershave on you, and always with a smile on your face. You brought a lot of happiness to everybody that you met at Church Hill House, and the coy way in which you hooked me with your banter during meal times, the alone time we spent in the snozelen, and you just being around me all of the time. (I can hear you saying “ F..k off I never), but you did.
You achieved so much in such a short space in time, getting our first flat together, moving to the house that I hated you & you loved, with oh please Terry It s Fabulous, it doesn’t need anything doing to it. (always rose tinted glasses) cos it did. Going to uni and getting your nursing diplomas, and degrees, all that achieved in your nursing career, and then taking a large change in your life by taking up the challenge of policing in London which I know was your high point and so very, very proud to wear that uniform.
Seamus you have always unconditionally loved me and told me that every day that we have been together, and you are right we should have had a blessing/marriage but it was not to be. You supported me through all of my illnesses, and I know you worried so much, trying not to show me how you were feeling, but I knew!! That’s why I wanted to shield you so much from what was happening.
You had never been so happy as now moving to Spain, and beginning to live your life here. It was so fitting yesterday that when we were visiting you that the Fiesta band passed by and the Music playing the evening before with people partying all around you. I could see you outside hands raised, wiggling your hips smiling with the vodka in your hand and enjoying every minute of it.
My baby, I never thought that the last kiss we had that evening was going to be the final last one, Jay and I love you very much and we will all miss you so, so much, we never had time for one last cuddle, but you will always be with me everywhere I go. Jo, your little Princess Emmy, and Kenzie are going to miss you so much also.
Night night sweetheart, you deserve a rest, you’ve always worked so hard in every way, but make sure that you are the life and soul of everyone’s party up there, we will be reunited again and you can tell me all about it
Love you so much (which I should have told you much more often), you will always be in my heart, thoughts, and the wonderful memories that
We shared