Another year, six now since you left me and the pain is and always will be there. It has gotten easier but it will never go away. In my mind I can't believe its been six years but in my heart it feels so much more. Things for your dad and between your dad and I have not been the same since you left us and after all this time and things that just keep going on and wrong, please won't it, will it ever get any better, good again?? I miss you so much!! And I miss everything you never got to have or do. Marriage, children. Opening your muscle cars shop, or becoming a cop, or going back to being a tow truck driver, getting your car all fixed up again and racing it. All the things you talked about and or wanted to be, do, have. So much lost... I feel so lost, empty... Why did you leave me?? Oh my baby I miss you so much!! I love you... Mom