I want to take this chance to share a story about my big sister shelly,here is the first part of my story.shelly was a daughter to ernest john amos and carol amos,she was a sister to rebecca,bridie(me)and loretta and our baby sister abigal who passed away in november 1980,she was a wife to tony baker and a mother of 4 kids zak and savannah twins aged 21,chelsea nearly 17 and her youngest peggy.my sister was put on a tablet for a bad leg which she broke years before this tablet was prescribed the doctors never once gave her a blood test but when they did do one they said 1 of her kidneys had been pickled and the other 1 wasn't fully functioning she was given something to slow the process but her kidney wasn't getting any better it caused her great pain and discomfort i know it was hard on every1 seeing her like this we all wished we could help by taking her pain away but that wasn't to be she was taken to hospital for further treatment we all thought she was getting better so they let her home so she could be around her family but she took a turn for the worst i can still remember the phone call to go and say my last goodbyes to her and the reason i can remember that phone call like it was yesterday because it was 4 days before christmas 21/12/2010 every1 was there to say goodbye my mum,dad me my other 2 sister's her husband and 4 children my brother-in-law and my nephew i held her hand kissed her soft skin and i tried real hard not to cry in front of my mum and my dad and all the rest of them i didn't want to upset any1 my dad wanted to come home and i had to get home to my family so i went and told her how much i loved her and i also told her that she was amazing and not to be afraid as she would be greeted by our baby sister and other family would be there and she would be given her angel's wings and she would be pain free i then kissed her again and i left i didn't look back because i knew that would be the very last time i see her i got home i couldn't even eat anything i had that horrible gut feeling that my sister had gone about 2 minutes after feeling like this i got that phone call to say she had gone i can't remember if it was my sister or if it was my mum who phoned to tell me all i can remember is feeling like i had been kicked in the gut and winded my whole world was crashing all around me she was so amazing and brave i love you and miss you xxx