November 29, 2023
The Day Ethan was Born
We knew this could be difficult because it was a 60 mile drive to the hospital where Shelly would deliver her second baby. In 1970 we were living on the Papago Indian Reservation in the southern Arizona desert. Since the Indian hospital was for the exclusive use of the Indian population we were discouraged from using any of its scarce resources, so even though I had delivered dozens of babies at the Indian hospital we had to drive for 90 minutes to get to Tucson. My recollection is that Shelly’s water broke in the afternoon of Sunday, November 29, 1970. My mother Rose was visiting from Florida to look after David, who was not quite two years old. Shelly sat in the front seat while I drove on the nearly deserted desert road. Her contraction intervals shortened to less than a minute as we approached Tucson. All the while I knew that in the unlikely event we did not make it in time, I could pull over to deliver the baby. We brought rudimentary supplies like a clean sheet, sterile scissors, and clean towels. Shelly was relaxed and confident because she had absolute trust in me. All the while I was reviewing in my head what I would do if our second child was born before we made it to the hospital.
The contractions were about a minute apart when we got to Tucson. Our OBGYN had been alerted, so he met us in the admitting department. Shelly was whisked to a hospital room where she could be examined, a few minutes later the OBGYN came to talk to me, man to man, doctor to doctor. He asked if I wanted Shelly to have twilight sleep sedation. This would make the delivery painless, but she would lose all memory of the event. Remember this was 1970. It did not occur to me or the OBGYN to ask Shelly about this. Without hesitation, I answered “Yes” since I didn’t want my beloved to be in pain. Later when Shelly learned about this decision she was angry over not being consulted. Again, remember this was 1970, so her reaction surprised me until I realized that I had stolen the precious, intimate experience of a natural childbirth.
Ethan was born about half an hour after my misbegotten decision, on a warm clear sunny desert day. His Apgar score was a perfect ten. I saw him for the first time through the glass of the nursery, swaddled in a blanket sleeping peacefully in his bassinet. My heart swelled with pride. We had another healthy son and Shelly came through like a trooper. He had a future as big and bright as the desert sky.
This is a touching picture of tiny Ethan in the arms of his beautiful, serene young mother as she lay in bed recovering. It is one of my all-time favorites because he is looking up at her with wonder and she is lovingly kissing his little forehead. He had a world of support, love, and opportunity.
I must have driven back to the reservation sometime Sunday night. Shelly came home on Tuesday. My mother and little David were there to greet Shelly and Ethan with a welcome sign and flowers. It was a perfect beginning, with a healthy pink infant and a strong stoic mother. This was exactly what we expected at that time. We had a storybook life where only good things happened. Shelly forgave me and we walked down the path of the future with smiles and unbounded optimism, not willing to believe that the uncertain journey we call life could ever bring us harm.
We knew this could be difficult because it was a 60 mile drive to the hospital where Shelly would deliver her second baby. In 1970 we were living on the Papago Indian Reservation in the southern Arizona desert. Since the Indian hospital was for the exclusive use of the Indian population we were discouraged from using any of its scarce resources, so even though I had delivered dozens of babies at the Indian hospital we had to drive for 90 minutes to get to Tucson. My recollection is that Shelly’s water broke in the afternoon of Sunday, November 29, 1970. My mother Rose was visiting from Florida to look after David, who was not quite two years old. Shelly sat in the front seat while I drove on the nearly deserted desert road. Her contraction intervals shortened to less than a minute as we approached Tucson. All the while I knew that in the unlikely event we did not make it in time, I could pull over to deliver the baby. We brought rudimentary supplies like a clean sheet, sterile scissors, and clean towels. Shelly was relaxed and confident because she had absolute trust in me. All the while I was reviewing in my head what I would do if our second child was born before we made it to the hospital.
The contractions were about a minute apart when we got to Tucson. Our OBGYN had been alerted, so he met us in the admitting department. Shelly was whisked to a hospital room where she could be examined, a few minutes later the OBGYN came to talk to me, man to man, doctor to doctor. He asked if I wanted Shelly to have twilight sleep sedation. This would make the delivery painless, but she would lose all memory of the event. Remember this was 1970. It did not occur to me or the OBGYN to ask Shelly about this. Without hesitation, I answered “Yes” since I didn’t want my beloved to be in pain. Later when Shelly learned about this decision she was angry over not being consulted. Again, remember this was 1970, so her reaction surprised me until I realized that I had stolen the precious, intimate experience of a natural childbirth.
Ethan was born about half an hour after my misbegotten decision, on a warm clear sunny desert day. His Apgar score was a perfect ten. I saw him for the first time through the glass of the nursery, swaddled in a blanket sleeping peacefully in his bassinet. My heart swelled with pride. We had another healthy son and Shelly came through like a trooper. He had a future as big and bright as the desert sky.
This is a touching picture of tiny Ethan in the arms of his beautiful, serene young mother as she lay in bed recovering. It is one of my all-time favorites because he is looking up at her with wonder and she is lovingly kissing his little forehead. He had a world of support, love, and opportunity.
I must have driven back to the reservation sometime Sunday night. Shelly came home on Tuesday. My mother and little David were there to greet Shelly and Ethan with a welcome sign and flowers. It was a perfect beginning, with a healthy pink infant and a strong stoic mother. This was exactly what we expected at that time. We had a storybook life where only good things happened. Shelly forgave me and we walked down the path of the future with smiles and unbounded optimism, not willing to believe that the uncertain journey we call life could ever bring us harm.