Happy Birthday Granny , iloveyou and imissyou!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN GRAMA!!

Happy Birthday my love.!!!

Missing You.!!!

Some days are harder than most. Im trying so hard daily. Thank u for stepping in when i feel like giving up. I knw its you and God keeping me. I will continue to push forward even if i have to push by myself.

Two years ago today, your body was laid to rest. But we know that to be absent from the body is the be present with the LORD! I know for certain that you were welcomed with open arms...for you were truly a good and faithful servant! Miss you forever.

A piece of my heart was buried two years ago today.......and I've been feeling incomplete since....

2years you've been out of sight but always in my heart, on my mind, and in my spirit. It's been 2 years of unbelief with no relief. Just know I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.!!!!! : (

They say time heals a broken heart. I beg to differ... Missin you more and more each day. Love you always grama.

Two years ago we assembled and sent up a powerful prayer. It took us a minute to realize that God heard us and answered our prayer.

I prayed for God to help me accept His will and I do...yet still I miss you...more than you could imagine.

Happy Valentine's Day to:

~my FIRST Valentine
~the one that TAUGHT me HOW to love
~the one that SHOWED me what true UNCONDITIONAL looks like
~my MAMA

I'll always love you...

I need you...Things just don't feel right. Things just aren't the same. I'm trying to hold it together but I feel like I'm going to explode.

23...

Been trying hold back tears and not think on it but that doesn't work. Been almost two years I've been holding all this hurt and pain inside me but gets to the point where if I keep holding it in Im going to bust open. As I write this I feel some sort of relief. Keep watching over me I hope I'm making u proud. Love u

..thinking of you

"Christmas just ain't Christmas without the ones you love". Another Christmas and it still doesn't feel real. Merry Christmas Grams! Love u forever

Merry Christmas baby!!! Missing you like crazy...

Merry Christmas Mama! Miss you and LOVE you!

Your favorite time of the year is upon us...missing you so much.

Trying so hard to keep the faith. Even when things seem to be getting worse. Trying grams I'm trying.

My 2nd one without you in the physical, but I know you are forever with me!!

Seems like every time I have a break down and on the verge of going back to that dark place you Always seem to appear in my dream I guess to ensure me that you're here with me and everything will be alright in due time. Thanks grams. Love u forever

I thought that over time things were supposed to get easier. It feels like every day that passes it gets harder and harder. I have so many questions that I feel like will never be answered. Please help me. I feel so lost...

Didn't come up here Thanksgiving because I'm thankful everyday that you choose to give me life. But I do hope your table spread up there was filled with all your favorite dishes. AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

Wanted to start Thanksgiving day by telling YOU thanks........I'm forever indebted!!!

Month 21...

Could never thank you enough for your unconditional love, endless sacrifices, and steadfast example. So thankful for you!

Woke up this morning with frozen water and my mind went straight to you. I remember how we use to call each other and try to decide whether to drip the water or not. Tears began to flow not because of the water being frozen but even the simplest things that I faced you were always there. This is hard and doesn't seem to get any earlier. Life without you is cold, empty, and lonely. I miss you so much. But I know you are in a better place than this old cruel world so I'll try and go on but it's not easy by no means. I hope you know :I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

Today was Armistice Day...one of your favorite days of the year. Thankful for the memories...

Wonder what you would say about everything that is going on. Did you know? Did I miss the signs? I'm trying to be strong. I know that you and GrandMartha did it. Just didn't think that I would have to. I hope that one day I can be as strong as you were. Missing you like crazy...love you.

Still trying to piece together the pieces of my life. Broken heart. Depression
Is all a plan of the devil tht
I fight daily. Praying for more strength and guidance. Missing you forever and a day.

20.....

Thinking of you on today we have a tropical storm warning. This would be our time. You and me against the world. Mom I miss you so much. I still pray daily and I know someday It will get better but for now healing is a slow process. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.!!!

Just woke up from a dream of you dressed in a purple suit with a purple and white hat. You had both your arms open for me and tasha to get under your wing and we did. We flew so fast and the wind blowing felt so real. We ended up at Jerome and some woman getting married. You were smiling and crying . we all were. Thank u for the constant reminders that u are with us every step we take. Life is confusing and not hardly happy anymore but im getting there slowly but surely understanding his will for my life. R.I.P Grams love u forever

I can never FORGET someone who gave me so much to REMEMBER. I thank God for the memories...

Month 19......

A thought ran cross my mind the other day when i heard this gospel song on a cd i bought. And i can hear you telling ppl. I dont know where them girls got their voice from cuz i can't sing worth a lick. Lol. But i know youre singing in the heavenly choir....having a ball.... Proud of everyone and there growth. Missing u grams. But still fighting daily to understand his plan for my life

Missing you grams.

A year and a half...still feels like yesterday. Still praying for peace...

18 months....but the pain is still fresh, as if it just happened. Miss you Shirl!!!

1 year and 6 months without seeing that smile. Or hearing your voice. No words can express my feelings. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

Your life was a blessing; your memory a treasure. You are loved beyond words and missed beyond measure. 

#MissingMama

Not a day goes by that you're not in my thoughts but Sunday seems to be the worst day for me. I Miss you MOM.!!!!

Month 17 and to say I miss you would be such an understatement!!!

Visited your resting place today. Still feels unreal. Thank you for your guidance and peace of mind. I know you're lookin over us. Sometimes i see a flash and i know its you passing through. Missing you daily.

Always on my mind. I miss you soooooo much.!!!!
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

Searchin for peace

16 months today.......still picking up the pieces

Another one down......

Heavy on my mind.!!! Missing you today and everyday.
Rest Easy ma.!!! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.