Ten months in.....and I still don't know where to begin
#10months2long

My first birthday without you........

Happy Thanksgiving to the MOST GIVING person I have ever known!!!

Times like these are gonna be hard to get through. Thanksgiving and Christmas coming up Im thankful for you instilling in us that there's power in the name of Jesus. And for us to always pray our way through. I speak healing in our family I speak deliverance in our family I pray for broken hearts to be mended. Your memory will live in us forever. I thank God for wisdom guidance and strength. I pray we as a family come closer during these times and not morn but celebrate BC you're where we're trying to get. Til we meet again ... R.I.P grams love u forever

I sit around often thinking to myself about how much I miss you. But then again I get the feeling of chills all over my body letting me know that your spirit lies deep within my soul. The holidays are approaching quickly but it just want be the same without seeing your smile. I do know "to be absent from the body is to be present with the lord". I just pray that god will help us realize that you'll be smiling down on us from heaven. I'm glad to know that the next time we meet again it will be for eternity...missing you... I love you granny with all my heart.

Nine months too long.........miss you much!!!

It's been 9 month and not a day goes by that I don't miss you.!!! These holidays that are approaching will never be the same without you. Every time I think of Christmas it make my heart ache knowing that you want be with us in the flesh. But may your spirit and love shower and comfort us in your absence. Mom I will always love you.!!!!!

Oh mama, this is so hard...I'm praying to God constantly to help me. Cause without his help, I don't know how I am going to make it through this holiday season. Its so hard...every little thing reminds me of you and the fact that you won't be here with us physically...its a hard pill to swallow. I'm still thankful though, that you will be watching from heaven.  Loving you and missing you each and every day...

Missing you...

Armistice Day just wasn't the same without you......

Missing you like crazy !!!

Eight months too long.......miss you baby

Oh how I miss my sweet grams. Nights like these my heart feel so broken. Flash backs of when you left often appear in my thoughts. I hope you heard my hearts cry... Gone way too soon.. Love u always

It's been 7 months, 212 days, 306,221 minutes and counting since God called you home, but it also means I'm that much closer to seeing you again!!!

I miss you so much.

Cant help but to think about thanksgiving and Christmas coming up its going to be kind of weird not having you here because them were your favorite holidays.R.I.P Gramps we love you and still trying stay strong but at times it seems so hard.

268,824 minutes........but who's counting?

Missing you more and more each day there's so much I want to talk to you about but now I have no one who understands me like you did. No one to give me advise without judging me. No one to tell me to pray and don't worry.I miss all our talks that gave me the strength to go on. I try but nothing is the same I feel so lost and alone without you. I still remember what you would say so I take those thoughts and try to apply them to whatever I'm facing at that moment but it still don't mean as much because I can't hear your sweet voice saying those words.

          Missing my Angel.!!!!!

Some days are harder than most. Just thinking bout how life is so different without you here. I miss you so much at times I just sit and stare into the sky at 3 4am. I might be a Lil crazy but if I stare long enough I promise you I see your face smiling down on me. Guess you're telling me to stay strong and everything gonna be ok. I hate that you are gone it used to be so strange singing on first Sundays not seeing your smile of approval. But now I feel ur presence at times and often feel you pat me on the back. I just miss you so much grams wishing I could hear ur voice one last time. RIP grama loving you for life.

Six months ago today, my life changed forever
I heard time heals all wounds, but it hasn't gotten any better....

My life has forever changed...still trying to find my way.
Thinking of you....missing you...each and every day.

Well its been almost 1/2 a year since god called my little angel home. I still have so many unanswered questions such as why did you have to go so soon. I can really say losing you was like a wound that never heals, I think about you daily and what life would be like if you were still here with me. This summer was very difficult for me because im use to spending it with you, it seems like it was just yesterday you were asking me could I come scratch your scalp and I would always do just that and when I was to get done you would always end with "boy that feel a thousand times better" lol...you are and forever will be the greatest grandma anyone can ever ask for and you will always have that place in my heart....I LOVE YOU GRAMPS !!!

My sweet sweet grams...oh how I miss u so. If I could just get one.  .one on one time with u. I be on my knees waiting to hear from u BC I HV so many questions I need answers to. Still doesnt real. Smh. Love u forever.

Five months too long.........miss you much!!!

I miss you gramps cant believe its been five months. It seems so unreal like a dream that has lasted forever. I remember when the lady from home help came and gave you a bath and couldn't lift you up first person you called was me. You laughed and said dang i didnt know i was this heavy. Times like this helps me remember the good times and memories. R.I.P granny gone too soon.

There are moments when I want to pick up the phone and hear your voice...moments when I just want to see your face...moments when nothing seems fair. 

But in those moments, as the tears fall, I am reminded of how blessed I am to have experienced your love for almost 36 years. I'm so grateful for everything you taught me...like how a lady should carry herself, how to be a good mama, how to try to help others, and most of all how to pray and trust God.

I echo the words I am sure God spoke to you when he called you home "Well done!!!"

                                    ---Love you always,
                                      Tasha

Four months ago today, my life changed forever
They say time heals all wounds, but it hasn't gotten any better.....

Missing you more and more each day!!!

Missing you EVERYDAY. I try hard to keep pushing forward like I know you would want me to do but there's not a day that goes by that I don't want to talk to you. Everything I say or do seems to remind me of you. I just want to let you know I love you I miss you and nothing not even time can ever change that.!!!!

Words can't even describe how much I miss you!!!

Oh how I miss you so....

Church was awesome today. God said to me I had to really break your heart in order to open your eyes. Grams my eyes are open and my heart is welcoming the holy spirit in to do as he may with me. I'm not perfect by far but everyday I'm trying to get closer and closer to God so we can walk the streets of golden together. I know you're having a ball up there and I know youre smiling down on us. Love u forever..Missing you daily.. Cole

A piece of my heart that is yet to heal that night you died it seemed unreal.I been trying duck and dodge this trial that has come up in my life but i have to accept the fact that your gone to your new home. So i got to get my life straighten out so i can see you again and oh what a time it will be.

My heart is still heavy since the night you left us. I didn't get to see you or talk to you while you were awake. By the time it was my turn to go in you were already sedated not knowing you'd never open your eyes again.felt like I was robbed but I will continue to trust in him as you taught all of us to do. Because he knows best. I think of you everyday. Your smile at Christmas time or just that twinkle in your eye as I sung any song in church. You will always hold a place in my heart. I pray for comfort for the entire family as it seem just like yesterday you was here with us. I love you forever. Missing u daily grams!! Love, Cole

Three months ago, god saw fit to call you home,

When you left this world,

I couldn't help but to feel that I had been left alone

To know your soul is now at rest ,

I know that god truly takes the best,

My heart still hurts to this day,

But please just know,

NO ONE COULD EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE!!!

Three months too long.............miss you!!!

3 months seems like forever, I miss the talks, the shopping, your smile, and your voice I just miss everything about you.I miss you everyday and it doesn't seem to get any better. I love you Mom.!!!!!!!

Missing you at this time. All the late night conversations we had. Need you to talk to now. But I know that God never make a mistake. Love you very dearly,

Today is Mother's Day and I can't seem to stop crying, beause I miss you so much. But rest easy my ladybug. Just know I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU !!!!

There's a special place that mothers hold that no one else can fill
And only time and help from God will help our hearts to heal.

Though you are not here physically for us to look at or to see
In our hearts and on our minds, you will always be.

So we must hold fast to memories of the moments that we shared
Throughout our lives, there was never a doubt of how much you truly cared.

When things went wrong, as they sometimes did, you were always by our side.
To encourage us and pray for us to allow Jesus to be our guide.

And oh we can't forget the good times, the times we did laugh & smile
The family celebrations, vacation trips, or just talking on the phone for a while.

But you knew this time would surely come; this day we would one day face.
So you, in your love and wisdom, set a perfect plan in place.

As youngsters you introduced us to God by showing us his holy way
Grace before meals and bedtime prayers were a part of each and every day.

You helped nurture our bond with God and a relationship did form
All a part of your marvelous plan to help us weather this storm.

You had no choice, you had to leave...but you entrusted us with the best
Your perfect gift...your legacy...will help us withstand this test.

But this is no surprise to you; you arranged it from the start
By planting your love and legacy deep within our hearts.




Happy Mother's Day in Heaven Mama! We love you and miss you. Though our hearts are still heavy and the tears continue to fall, we are going to hold fast to everything you taught us and continue to trust HIM.
                                      ----Love Always...Tasha

I miss you Grandma.
              ---Love, Jonathan

Happy Mother's Day to the G.O.A.T!!!

To say I miss you is such an understatement!!! You were soooo much more to me than just mom!!! I'll FOREVER love you, and be grateful to you and for you!!!

I LOVE AND MISS YOU MOM

"Missing You"