Today is always a tough day for us. The day that you left this earthly realm. We miss your presence but are calmed and comforted in knowing that you are surrounded by the heavenly spirit and we will one day be reunited when our own journey comes to an end on the planet. Until then, we keep the love and fond memories of our time together in our hearts forever!

Happy 50th Sommer! We love and miss you so much! Wish we could be together to celebrate this special occasion. But, somehow I feel like you're still with us and often feel your presence. Its that comfort that makes me smile today instead of cry. Therefore, you already know the special place you have in our hearts and always will until the day we're reunited! Big hugs little sis!!

October 6, 2023
Happy Birthday to YOU!
Happy Birthday to YOU!
Happy Birthday OUR SOMMER
Happy "50" to YOU!
Wow 50 this year, brother is going to be 55 in November, and lets just say Mom is not getting younger.
Well I'm sure we would be having a very festive celebration for your very special day!
I have Faith & TOTALLY believe EVERY word God has given us! DO YOU BELIEVE?
We're ALL sinners, not one can claim to be perfect, Scripture says those that do are only living a lie.
God teaches forgiveness, love, & depending totally depending on HIM! I DO!

A psalm of David.
PSALM 23
The Lord is my shepherd;
I have all that I need.
He lets me rest in green meadows;
he leads me beside peaceful streams.
He renews my strength.
He guides me along right paths,
bringing honor to his name.
Even when I walk
through the darkest valley,
I will not be afraid,
for you are close beside me.
Your rod and your staff
protect and comfort me.
You prepare a feast for me
in the presence of my enemies.
You honor me by anointing my head with oil.
My cup overflows with blessings.
Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me
all the days of my life,
and I will live in the house of the Lord
forever. AMEN
Happy Birthday beautiful SOMMER YOU ARE MISSED FOREVER
LOVE YOU MOM

YES... LET THE MEMORY OF SOMMER BE WITH US FOREVER!!

Hey you!
Tomorrow is New Years Eve..WOW..."2023"....I'm getting so old LOL...LOL.., thinking makes me laugh which is a blessing to smile God is GOOD...He's a good-good FATHER.
You never were a mixture of "wonderful" or "confusion" switching back and forth at the same time. Birth till about 12 you were "wonderful".........THEN..... OMG your hormones started churning.......Traditional Chinese Healing treatments ...............OH YES LETS NOT FORGET "Fred"..........Days of confusion started....first as a small sprout......it grew into a tree, a giant soquel, scary & sad. I observed your actions as you being bipolar. I missed "wonderful", we certainly weren't on the same page let alone in the same book...days of "confusion", yet when the "wonderful" was here it was fairies dancing, Bouceli singing & glitter confetti a BEAUTIFUL SPIRIT filled the room or wherever you were.......everyone wanted your beautiful spirit, you were a joy to share your presents.
You had so much to offer Sommer......you deserved so much more!
So I feel you & I know you go on.....Happy & blessed "2023" LOVE love LOve loVE XX  

Christmas December 25,2022
MERRY CHRISTMAS SOMMER!!!
You are sooooo Missed! Sooo Loved ALWAYS XOXO
I imagine your only a room away, filled with your happiness and laughter. "12" Twelve long years ago you left us, way, way too soon yet I can still smell your presents seeing the excitement of you working in the kitchen to prepare a special masterpiece for this day you love and held a special place in my & your heart.
The tears.. yes & 1st....now whatever Cup the Lord has given me I accept, I know it's for His Glory though I don't understand now or doubt I will till the Mysteries are revealed. God give me Wisdom & Strength Love You Sweet & Special Girl! MOM
PLEASE - STRESS - HELP - ADDICTION WILL KILL - IT'S GETTING WORSE - THIEF 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEAUTY!!!
You are MISSED more than you'll ever know! I've been so emotional leading up to this day!
So much to share with you. I have to go to Drs. but be back soon. I love you and you'll always be with me! MOM

Your light was strong when shining
Such a bright beam
Who knows when or why
Everyone wanted you
For laughter for joy or maybe someone's sick toy
There is light....there is darkness
Substances will put scales over your eyes
Doctors gave you what you wanted, NOT what you needed
That only comes from God
Your candle was put out too soon. 

I still wonder
I have no answers
The poison was lethal with outreaching effects
There is a bloodline that abstained from believing the lies
Knowing the true God we all will one day stand before
Keeps us protected from the venom of your malice vindictiveness

My beautiful angel....so missing you Sommer, I always will!
Just NOT enough time & time that was waisted, we never get it back. You had the biggest heart to love....many times too much, yet you were always there for everyone else to a level of putting others before yourself which in the end cost you yours.
My wish is one more time to hold you so tight in my arms I'd never let you go!
You truly are missed............

Happy Birthday Sommer! Wish you were here for us to celebrate with you! You're forever missed and always in our hearts. Sorry I wasn't a better brother while you were alive. But, I always loved you and always will!

Here we go again WITHOUT YOU!
Oh how my heart breaks! I HATE THIS, NO SOMMER.....MY HEART BREAKS!!!
Oh Sommer you were so special to me. So often I'm thinking how much fun it would be laughing as we were cooking. Cleaning was so fun with you too, everything was better with you!
I'll never understand how we got to this place, nothing can fix the fact your not here.
I'll tell you what really hurts too is not only did I lose you but Haley too! I honestly believed that as she became an adult she would want to know me, but I'm sure Paul being his redneck self filled her with hate and lies. No wonder you left him. I only wish Haley would know the truth about how many times you called to talk to her but his rath wouldn't let you. I remember how you would cry because of his hate and that was his way to punish you for not being with him, he wouldn't let you talk to Haley. There are two sides to every story and the only one Haley ever heard was the "Ohnstad" side.
You loved Haley SO VERY MUCH....I saw the tears you cried so often for her, you had dreams of being with her that WAS your goal as you worked so hard for sobriety. You never left her, you left Paul and your dream was for her to see you sober. I've read through her journals that were filled with so much love for Haley YOU LOVED HALEY SO VERY MUCH..SOMMER LOVED HER DAUGHTER HALEY WITH ALL HER HEART, IT BROKE NOT BEING WITH HER HALEY, SHE WAS SO PROUD OF YOU HALEY. SOMMER WANTED TO LIVE HER LIFE WITH HALEY BEING A PART OF IT!! THIS IS THE TRUTH!
You did have demons you were fighting on a daily basis. Don't we all?
Well I have much more to say, but for now it's SOMMER I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH, I'D GIVE ANYTHING TO HOLD YOU JUST ONE MORE TIME
LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING MOM "LYNNIE"
I'M HAPPY TO SAY I'M LEAVING WITH A SMILE FOR NOW LOVE YOU

Sommer, you're missed greatly, but forever in our hearts and minds here in this earthly domain. We love you so much and look forward to being reunited with you in eternal life.

Thinking of you always with so much love, remembering the good times and wishing we had more.