To my baby girl, Sophia Grace
Its so hard to believe its been a year ago you left us. As much as I would like to say "it gets easier", it doesnt. The pain is still there. The feelings are still there. The love I have for you will never part. I think of you all the time. I ask you for signs to show me your with me. I feel you with me. I just hope your proud of me, I finished school and pushed through all the hard times like doing my first c-section and hearing the baby cry for the first time, doing a c-section with the nasty dr who brushed off the loss of you and having to be professional because I didnt want to stoop down to her level, doing my first D&C, breaking down and having to leave the room because my heart could not handle it, and the day that i was choosen to help deliver a set of twins right across the room from where I gave birth to you. This last year has been hard.
Logan always talks about you. He will never forget his baby sister. We baked you a cake and sang happy birthday to you. As hard as it was for me to sing, i wouldnt change it for the world. We sang happy birthday to you in the hospital when I was holding you and it brought me back to that day. I wish i could hold you again. I wish i could take care of you and watch you grow. I wish so many things were different but they cannot be changed. Just know I will always love you and will never forget you. You are my guardian angel. I love you so much baby girl.
Love,
Mommy
Fly High my love.