Well I found myself back at your page and the tears flow instantly as if your death was still fresh.
I appeared on your page 2 months ago to write you as if you were seeing me threw the computer screen talking to one anthor. I find this brings me a little bit of peace and comfort,writing here to your page makes me feel like your listening on in to my conversation to you.
I am not ready for next month to appear so quickly because it brings me to my knees,missing you is like a bad dream I cannot ever wake up from.
Next month in april is your death anniversary, I cant bring myself to believe its been 10 years uncle stan (A DECADE). You were gone to soon and I just wish god didn't take you away from me so soon. I still needed you more than anything in this world than and I still need you more than anything in this world now.I have three beautiful children unclestan I wish you were able to meet thies babys. My daughter is 8 she is turning 9 this april 15th her name is Hailie and guess what her middle name is "Raye" like yours but with an 'E' lol, Having your middle name for my daughter I just knew you would always be with me no matter where life took me.I have two sons my second born his name is Charles we call him by his nickname CJ or Chuckie lol he is 7 years old turning 8 this july-14th. My third born is my youngest son he is 3 years old and will be turning 4 this august 31st,His name is Cameron by which we call him cam-cam or cam-jack because that's his middle name lol.
I really wish god would have givin you more time on this earth to see how much I have grown into a beautiful young woman and mother,you called it years ago in your kitchen that day when you told me " ron your gonna be one amazing mother day I just know it". You called it uncle stan before I even myself knew it lol I love you for that. You always did call things before they even happend,I swear you were a psychic but just never knew it lol.
I miss you and wish you could be here because lord knows how much I could use a hug right now and hear your laugh just one last time. I love you uncle stan your forever in my heart and always be, See you again one day at the pearly white gates above. Goodnight UncleStan. Rest In Peace.