Bish!!!
This sucks....I was gonna move into your neighborhood last week but mom and dad got super emotional and said they could fix it all tomorrow...meaning last Saturday...Last Friday night was when I was going to move. Anyway to start the fix we needed like 15g’s and it looked like we had it...we will have it...just not in time ....it’s the program I would design if I had the chance...I’ll leave the details off the page cause you already know...I have to raise another 13g’s for the aftercare....so need that in like 2 weeks...aftercare is 30 days...then a sober house...if I can’t pull this off tell your friends and neighbors I’m coming.....family too of course...so many people miss you Steph, others wish they met you, I know I miss my best friend....soooo much....I wish we could just hang out and talk.....there’s nothing on this earth I would like more than that....people aren’t the same....things are REALLY bad here on Earth....the country...globally....without a doubt early kinetic stages of WWIII....but it’s different so far....psy-ops, information warfare, propaganda, censorship, The media is out of control trying to create this intense racism that just doesn’t exist. Without a doubt down here in 3-D land we are in the end times..... but ends lead to new beginnings right? I know you’ve been with me through all of this, I felt you, I’ve seen you, Steph I beg of you from where you are please help make Monday a reality for me and when I say make Monday a reality that includes the 30 day aftercare. Without it I’m done for, I have no strength left, no fight left in me whatsoever, I have never been so defeated hopeless and broken. But you know this. Anyway just wanted to leave a post and talk for a bit I know what you’re experiencing is far beyond anything I can comprehend but from where you are feel free to shoot me a sign, one that there is no way I could’ve mistake it for anything except a sign from you.
I love you and miss you so much Stephanie
A lot of others do too and I’m sending their love with mine.
Looking forward to the sign
“BRAINNNNZZZZZ”!!!!!
- your Bish of a brother
John Patrick
xoXox