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This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Steven Smalley, 49 born on January 17, 1963 and passed away on February 18, 2012. We will remember him forever.

February 18, 2016
February 18, 2016
just like the clown u were my clown and he now wears a sad face but not for long as ur memories turn my frown upside down and u make me smile with my memories of our late night chats and dreams of Montana and of horse back riding in our dreams we were free there was nothing holding us back from doing anything we wanted now u have ur own special wings xx miss u more than I care to admit sometimes
February 18, 2016
February 18, 2016
Hi Steven
It has been 4 years since you left us. But I know you are in a better place and no pain.
You are loved and missed. It seems like yesterday that you went away and I think of you everyday. Steven Mom loves you and is sending Hugs and Kisses
January 17, 2016
January 17, 2016
hey there birthday boy xx
365 days have passed since last I wrote here some were sad and some were happy but during that time I have felt u on my shoulder and in my heart through out the days I shared with you with my tears and my fears my worries and my woe's my smiles and my laughter but if I was honest I would love it to be in this world and not in the ever after xx

Take Care hun and don't be a stranger :)
January 17, 2016
January 17, 2016
Happy Birthday Steven
Today is your special day. I know your with me I see you in a lot of things and places I know you are there. Thank you for the times we shared. I love you and miss you. Happy Birthday my son
February 20, 2015
February 20, 2015
I love and miss you my beautiful son
January 17, 2015
January 17, 2015
Happy Birthday Steven
I was thinking this morning about you 14th birthday and you wanted overalls for your birthday . I got a picture of you with a western shirt and overalls' know you are having a big party and I will be there in my heart. I love you Steven and I miss you so much. I hope you can hear me when I talk to you. Mom send hugs and kisses.
January 17, 2015
January 17, 2015
Anuther yr has passed and ur still missed I feel you sometimes at night or see u sometimes in the stars I know ur there never far from my thots I miss ur wee unexpected presents that I used to get in the morning ;)
September 5, 2014
September 5, 2014
Mom loves and miss you Baby
August 31, 2014
August 31, 2014
Good morning Steven
I just wanted to say I am having coffee with you this morning. I remember our coffee times together and our talks. I miss you so much.
think of you all the time. I love you.Mom I
May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014
Hello Steven
Just wanted to tell you how much you are miss and I wantwd to say hello. Mom loves you and miss you.
March 2, 2014
March 2, 2014
Hi Steven you have been on mind so much. I just wanted to tell you I love you and I miss you so much At least you don't have pain now and you are normal. Mom loves you.. I talk to you all the time and I know you hear me.
February 19, 2014
February 19, 2014
as the yrs roll past ur memory is still strong a friend who I loved passed to soon and no amount of distance could or would ever change that to me u were Blake a warrior and team mate who held a special place in my heart and still dose to this day our late night chats lead us to places we both dreamed about and to places our hearts could only go to in our dreams to me u were my crazy clown who was there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on or a smart assed quote to make me realise how important it is to live life to the max I miss u and always will oxox but every now and then something happens and its u letting me know ur still watching over me is ur own special way

ur friend and confedant Jaye
February 18, 2014
February 18, 2014
Steven its been two years you went home to be with our Lord.I just wanted to say how much I miss you. I know you had a hard fight all of your life because of the high and low blood sugar and you got tired of fighting. I miss you so much everyday but I have learn to get by without you one day at a time. I     want to tell you I love you very much and one day we will be together again When God gets ready. Mom Loves you My beloved son.
January 20, 2014
January 20, 2014
Happy Birthday My Steven
I love you more everyday and I miss you so much. Here is some flowers for you science you loved to give flowers. Your true birthday was the day you went home to God but 17th was the birthday I gave birth to you.
I love you my precision son.
November 25, 2013
November 25, 2013
Hi Steve
I wanted to tell you how much you are loved and missed. Happy Thanksgiving to my beautiful son. I love you Mom
November 25, 2013
November 25, 2013
Hi Steven
It will soon be two years sience you went home to God. I think of you all the time. Ilove you and miss you so much. I had so much to share with you but our time ran out. It hurts me so much to think about you being alone when you was so sick. If only I had knew I would have done things different. Even though I was not able to travel because of my surgery. I want to tell you Happy Thanksgiving and I Miss and Love you.
Love you Mom
February 25, 2013
February 25, 2013
Steven
You and Mike were my world. I miss you so much. God took you away too soon. I had so much to tell you but just didnt have enough time
I love you baby
February 22, 2013
February 22, 2013
Steven was a beautiful son I will Love and miss him everyday.
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February 18
February 18
hey there Blake jist a wee hi five and to say thanks for being there when i needed you feather and all take care my friend miss you
January 17
January 17
Hello My beautiful son. How much I miss you. I wish I could be with you for your Birthday. I would bake you a cake. Love and miss you, Steven
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My Special son

February 20, 2015

My special son I love with all my heart and the years do not get easier. From the time you was born I knew you was special. The first grandson. The first boy in our familey in 25 years. And the only child in our family with big brown eyes. You had a gift for drawing and buliding things.
You will never leave my heart anf I know you are with me all the time and our special bond will always be there
I love you Steven and I miss you so much.  

scarey clown

February 18, 2015

what can i say Blake was my knight in shinning armour in a game we played he always left me just what i needed to get on the game sat up late and early mornings playing the game untill i got to the next stage we laffed and  joked  he was my confedant always saying the right things when I needed a lift or helped me to solve a problem at work and then we would imagine meeting in the park not far from his apartment complex he would make a basket lunch full of goodies that we could share the fact that i was in the uk and he was in usa our distance apart made no diffrence in thease converstions it was like we were sitting next to each outher on the couch his dreams of riding horses high into the mountains of a log cabin hidden in a green meadow  and of days and nights snowed in during the winters but sadley he was taken from me fr to soon i do miss you in so many ways and i guess i always will you take care my sweet friend and like u always do every now and then let me know ur watching over me even if u are a scarey clown xx

far away friends

January 17, 2015

blake and i were friends from a distance him in usa me in scotland we exchanged stories at all times of the day or night he hid from me his ill health as he didnt want a sympathy relationship but one fun and laughter of dreams and surprises it was short lived as he was taken from me to soon but through him i met some wonderfull people as well as his mum and our fun packed conversation are still with me and always will be he made me realise what life was all about and i do miss him he is one of a kind in so many ways he he will never be replaced there is a piece of my heart that will always belong to him and him alone take care hun for i know we will meet again as u said the universe is a vast and wonderfull place we are but small specs in its vastness  

i miss my sad clown always <3
 

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