IT WAS ALWAYS YOU BABY..I MISS YOU BEYOND WORDS! I NEED YOU NOW MORE THAN EVER TO FIND JERALD AND BRING HIM HOME. I WISH I HAD THE POWER TO TURN BACK TIME .IM SORRY AND I LOVE YOU AND WE ALL MISS YOU TREMENDOUSLY..9 MONTHS NOW SINCE U LEFT THIS WORLD AND IT JUST DOESNT GET EASIER..THE PAIN IS JUST EASIER TO HIDE.