January 10, 2020
January 10, 2020
Today would've been your birthday and you would've been 42 years old. I still can't believe that your gone, and you've been gone 7 years now. I miss you SOOO much. My mom, your sister, should be with you and Gma now and that has been even harder to take than I've admitted to anyone. I know that death is a part of life so I have to figure out how to move on from it but it feels like I lose someone close to me every time I start getting it back together. I'm thankful for the pictures I have of you and mom having such a good time together at my 30th birthday party. I miss those days so much that I haven't been able to bring myself to go karaoke in years now....and I always had a good time doing that. I tried to go on my birthday a couple years ago but ended up only staying 15 minutes, not even singing and leaving. I just haven't been in the mood to celebrate...especially not MY birthday. Anyway Steven, happy 42nd birthday in heaven. I'm sure your having a much better time with the Lord than you ever would've here. Give my mom and Gma a kiss for me and tell them their thought of EVERY day. Give my dad a hug and tell him I love him because if you kiss him it may not fair well for you, lol. I love you uncle Steven. Miss you always!