My Friend,
So many memories of us growing up.
We were inseparable,
everyone who knew us, knew that we was one in the other,
We were so much alike
and yet so very different
but that's what was so special about us,
we knew our limits with one another.
You knew just how to make me mad,
and also knew how to make me smile when I was sad or feeling down,
We weren't just family we were best friends.
We couldn't take a step forward if the other one wasn't there.
So many secrets shared
and still today I keep them locked inside of me forever.
No one will ever know you better then me.
I miss you so much my friend.
I remember how we used to shut the world out and just me and you laughing at our own silly games and your crazy cheesy jokes,
Laughing at the mums dance you would do,all those days will linger around inside of me till they make my place in the ground by you, I never thought about the world around me without you to walk with me through day after day, and now that I have to wake up and go through the days without you it seems so long and gleamy, it's just no fun anymore I can't hear the laughter,
I have so much I needed to tell you,and I remember our last phone call when you said goodbye I love you, you said it twice,and when I hung up I remember a long pause thinking how I felt I was never gonna hear that again from you,that feeling never left,as that last call home has never left my head, so many secrets you carried with you , and so many we shared things I'll carry to mine,just as you did,I'll walk the rest of my days alone with you in my shadow , living a lonely life filled with missing you MY BEST FRIEND, STEVEN EDWARD MARTIN 2016