Another part of my heart is missing and it hurts so much more because I couldnt be there to kiss you and say goodbye forever! I love you so much big brother and writing here just isn't enough.
I've been so upset from all the loss lately that a friend took me to see someone who can connect with people who have passed. She said I was holding someone who had passed away, in this world. At first I thought it was Alex She said it was a male who was coming through. She told me that he wants me to let go of him that I'm holding him here, He said I want to go to mom now. Then I knew who it was! He wanted me to know he loved me and to be strong and he was ok. Thats all she said to me. So I went and sent off balloons and said goodbye.But it still hurts!