I had a dream last night that you came back to me! I woke up after finding out you couldn't stay. Oh for just one more day! It hurts so bad not having you here! I miss you more than words can say. I will always love you!

You will forever be my inspiration! My "Muse" eternal!

Finally got our car to the shop to be repaired after the hit and run. Got the rental car and the next day someone hit it at work and no one owned up to it. Everything has gone wrong without you.

My Precious Muse, you were my anchor and my compass in life. Now I feel adrift and lost in this crazy world. I'm wondering around aimlessly without a destination or any idea what I should be doing. I'm so lost without you! I need you here with me!

Thinking of you Always!

I love you my beautiful soul mate!

It's my birthday, but there's nothing happy about it without you here. I love and miss you so much!

I went to see your parents today at the family plot. I took them a new saddle from the store you always got them at. I wish you had been there to pick it out, it always picked out such beautiful arrangements. I hope you liked the one I picked. I tried to find the prettiest one I could. I know your reunited with them now and you don't have to miss them anymore. But you went much to early, your still supposed to be here with me. I love and miss you so much my love.

You are and always will be missed. You was a very sweet and loving lady.

I cry for you daily, I wish you was still here. there is so much more I needed to say. So much more you deserved to hear. I know I will be with you again in heaven, I just wish I was there now.

Baby everyday something new happens that makes me realize more and more how much everything I did in life was about or for you. I have no desire to do anything anymore, nothing is fun anymore. You were my entire life. I will always miss you more than words will ever be able to express. I love you.

Valentine's Day without you was so very hard. The symbols of the day are a heart and love. You loved more deeply than anyone I have ever met, and you had the biggest heart I have ever seen. The whole day was made for you. I just wish you were here to spend it with me. I love and miss you so much.

I miss you more and more everyday. I spent a lot of time with you on the 24th, our 4yr wedding anniversary. I love you.

I DON’T NEED A SPECIAL DAY

I DON’T NEED A SPECIAL DAY TO BRING YOU TO MIND.
THE DAYS I DO NOT THINK OF YOU ARE VERY HARD TO FIND.
EACH MORNING WHEN I AWAKE I KNOW YOU ARE GONE,
AND NO ONE KNOWS THE HEARTACHE AS I TRY TO CARRY ON.
MY HEART STILL ACHES WITH SADNESS AND SECRET TEARS STILL FLOW,
WHAT IT MEANT TO LOSE YOU, NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW.
MY THOUGHTS ARE ALWAYS WITH YOU,
YOUR PLACES NO ONE CAN FILL.
IN LIFE I LOVED YOU DEARLY,
IN DEATH I LOVE YOU STILL.

You are the perfect wife, and always have been. You are truly my blessing from God. You are my soulmate. Your my everything. You will always be missed and loved.

You made me all the man that I am today. You made me the man I always wanted to be, but never knew I could be. You made me want to strive everyday to become a better man for you. Thank you my love. I will see you again.