Happy Birthday my beautiful, precious, perfect wife! I know your celebrating in Heaven today with you mom and dad and Jesus too. But I wish you was here with me so I could celebrate with you. I loved seeing the look on your face when you got your birthday gift or seeing how you would respond to the crazy way I would think of to give you your birthday money, Remember things like 100 one dollar bills or your money plant. You loved those so much and it was great seeing you laugh when you saw them. I miss your smile and your laugh tremendously, they always light up the room. Today I got you peach roses for both of your vases and added some white roses to them. The white are pure just like your love. Tara stopped by to see you and brought you some beautiful daisies. They were red, white, blue, purple, orange, and pink, you would have really liked them a lot. I also added a Happy Birthday balloons to each vase and hung a sign from the shepherds hooks. Plus I put a big red, white, and blue star down for you. Plus I let off red, white, and blue smoke bombs for you, as well as fired off a few mortars, I remembered how you liked them last year. I bought four balloons and attached a peach roses to them and let them carry it to you. I hope you got it. One balloon was blue because you are a UK fan, another one was a different blue because you used to tease me it was the only color I owned when we first met, there was also a peach balloon because you liked that color so much, and the last one was teal. The teal represented the cancer that you never let get the best of you, that you never let defeat you even at the very end. You always said "I have cancer, it doesn't have me", how true that was. It never had you. You were determined to beat it and you did! You are the bravest person I have ever met, and you fight unlike anyone else I have ever known. For lunch we had Mark's barbeque sandwiches and potato salad, also a Michelob Ultra. Then for desert we had key lime pie, I know how you liked it. I tried to get all of your favorites. I miss you so much and nothing is the same without you. There is no joy in life no more with you gone. I can't wait until we are reunited again. I love you more than you will ever know!