Mom so much has happened the the past 5 years. Lillian had the girls. Owin turned 5 and is in kindergarten. Skyelar and Saphira turned 1. 5 Thanksgiving's, Christmas's, Birthdays, Easter's, Mothers Days, 4th of July's and so much more. I find my self always saying ask my mom or mom would know... So hard to not have you here. I am so sorry I never understood your heart ache. Loosing grandma at such a young age. No one can truly understand until it is them. I know you are up there with everyone..... miss and love you always