Momma,
Words can not describe how much I miss you. I would never even think about one day you not being with me, cause in my eyes that was never an option. Well that day came & the Lord took you home. I have been through every emotion possible, begged & pleaded,screamed & cried. We laid u to rest March 23, & like u always have momma u made sure to take care of everyone. Even in death u found a way to help us all find the peace u want us to have. My mother is the most incredible woman I have ever known. She had tremendous strength, never ending drive, determination, endless love for her family, & the courage to never let failing be an option. I have never honestly experienced True Love of my own yet, but was blessed to be raised in it. The love my parents shared for each other words can not describe. They had hard times like every marriage, but loved each other enough to work through whatever was wrong & never let not being together be an option. Mom has taught me so many things, so many times I wished I would've really listened. No matter how many times I have let her down, made her mad, and even cry, she NEVER GAVE UP ON ME! Her death is a devastating shock, & she never gave up, but the Lord has bigger more important things for my mother to do now. She is his child first & until her burial I did not know how I was going to go on living without her, but even in death my mother took care of me. She let me know the she is OK, she does hear me, & giving up is not N option. She is with me every moment of every day. She has given me so much strength, her strength, to realize I have to continue to LIVE. She does not want me, or anyone who loves her to morn her forever. She is in the most amazing place now. She has Jesus & she IS happy. I know without a doubt my mother is now my Guardian Angel. She is with me always, & I WILL keep my promise. I will be the woman she knows I am, & continue to make her proud. I know I will have hard days where I miss her so badley the pain won't let me go on, but she will always be there guiding me, loving me, & giving me her strength, to continue on the path she & Jesus have already planned out for me. Mom my love for you is endless, I miss u every moment of every day, but I also know how happy you are now. I feel u next to me, I now u r there. Until we meet again.......