tara.. I am sorry I don't write much, don't think for one minute that I don't think of you everyday! my heart is broken, I am broken, I will never be the same tara! I miss you so much, that there are many days I just don't know how I can go on! this pain is so intense!! I would trade places with you in a heartbeat! your boys miss you so much as well! the boys are growing up so fast and have become such good lil men! and big Travis... omg tara I am so very proud of him, I have to say he has really stepped up to the plate, he is soooooo very awesome with the boys, I know you are proud of him, I feel it!!! TARA I LOVE YOU ,SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER EXPRESS! YOU ARE MY ANGEL!! FOREVER!!! LOVE YOU MOMMA