You have been on my mind all week, with Christmas right around the corner, I'm missing you so much. You would think I would be "over it" by now...But I'll never get over it. It doesn't even seem like its getting better. Everyone says time will ease the pain, but that's not true, Its been 2.5 years since you left and I still feel that "crushed" pain as I did the day you left, the morning PeeWee called us at work and told me you were "gone", So many emotions covered me. I was torn into pieces, and I was so mad, mad cause you left me just when I needed you the most, Mad at myself, I thought maybe if I would of took you & Brian to Welch that night when y'all called then you would still be here, If I was with you then you wouldn't of got on that 4-wheeler, We would of been rushing home to beat curfew...
I wish I could have just one more day with you, Hear your voice just one more time. I'll never ever forget about you. You were my very best friend. You taught me how to drive, how to play deuces wild,(LOL),how to play the quarter toss drinking game when I was like 9, you made me drink your weight gainer since I was way too young to drink beer, you TRIED to teach me how to drive a clutch, but i just couldn't do it. You've taught me so many things, gave me advice when I needed it and even when I didn't. I could talk to you about everything, its so damn hard being here without you, nobody will ever know.
Merry Christmas In Heaven To You & My Brayden. I know your taking good care of him, just like you did me. I would give anything to have you both here,where your suppose to be. I love & miss you so much...