Mommy, since you have been gone ive been a mess as you have seen emotionally. I know ive lost alot of weight and I cant eat, I knew I would not handle your death well at all. I pray everyday God gives me the strength to get through this. I miss you more than words and the pain is so unbearable. You were to young. We were so blessed to have you and your absence is deafening. I took care of you till the bitter end and I hope I made you proud. Ken is trying so hard to help me through this but only God and time can. Please have patience if you are watching me suffer. I know it must even be rough for you to see me suffer up there. You were are INDEED an angel Mom. You did so much for so many! I am so proud of the woman, mother, grandmother and wife that you are. You will always be my shining star and Queen! I love you !! Rest in peace, till i see you again. Your baby girl, Kiki ... Kristi Lynn