Its 5yrs today that I lost my best friend and it still hurts like yesterday! My life will never be the same, I love and miss u baby brother! Till we meet again! R.I.P

Wow Hurts as if you left yesterday still! I guess
it never changes just learn how to live on each day in another way without you in it! Life has changed so much since the day u left it's beyond anything I could of ever thought of. We never know until we actually loose a person we love how much they meant to us, that's actually taking life for granted. Like we'll be around forever. So many unspoken words and things meant to do together that never happened. I love ❤ and miss you Bub more than anything wish you were here. I know you're in good hands now . This world is no more the same as it was when you were here. It's gotten so crazy! I miss and love you, until we meet again.   ❤

Its hard to believe still! Even with another year passing! Seems like yesterday. The 26th one of your friends left us Brian Ambrose. Not a day goes by I dont think of you. But it's even harder this time of year especially. And seeing your friends go too makes it even harder. I guess because as long as they live you live thru stories of days and memories shared together. He was the one that supported us in our time of grievance, when you left us! Love you and miss you so.. much Tom tell RIP we're going too miss him too! Rest In Peace

Well I wanted the world to know how much you mean to me brother dear. And to carry on your name thru something you enjoyed a lot and that was beings a driver. So I named my company in honor of you and a job you loved. Wish so much that you could see or were here to be able drive like we did at Quest back in the day when you were a rookie. I so much miss you crazy ass. You were a big part of my life baby boy. You were my brother but I loved you like my own child. JOHNNY reminds me so much of you. Which is also something happened after you left us. He's
Drives OTR now. Seeing him out here like us truckin makes me proud! Your nephew took a lot after his uncle which helps me alot. I'm lost here without you. You where the only family I knew loved me for me and had my back. Luv and miss you till we meet again! One day when I have time I'll leave a story on here for people to read on how the name EZ WAY came from you childhood. Until then take it the EZ WAY. GOD BLESS

The Holidays are so lonely without you Tom.I miss you so much! 2018 we lost Macy too! Guess she wanted to go with her buddy! Take care of her please til I get there! I know you will!Love you and miss u more every day passes! RIP I know you think your Sister is Crazy! Not really just lost and lonely! You were a big part of my life and now it's empty! Hugs and kisses!

Well another BIRTHDAY Of Lit Tom's Has come and gone! And May is almost over. And Life is so much different now for me that your not here. U were my right hand Man before all The crazy stuff starter in ur Life back in 2011- 2017 I know I cant change you being gone but it would have been so....... Much easier if we were able to be a part of Lit' Tom's life he looks so..much like U! I think of u everyday and miss u so....much , l luv u! Im sure u know that know RIP baby brother! Mmmwa! Give that to The rest of our loved ones up There with up I! Until we meet again brother dear!

Thinking of ya!

TOM
I sure do miss u Bud! Tomorrow U would have been 44! And also marks the 1st date of finding out they had found you and wanted me to notify the rest of the family to come in together to ID you! I wanted so bad for it to not be you! But unfortunately it was and my world ain't been the same since! Your all I had Bud! Your the only one who knew me! The only one who had my back and the only one who respected me! There is so many things I wish we would have know before U left. So many things that would have made a huge difference in ur being here today! Our very last conversation was about your son. How much you loved him and on how all you ever wanted was a Family and how all the things U love are always taken away! Work so hard for nothing! Baby Brother U had no I deal some of the things I found out U would have had your family today. If we had only knew! Your boy is so beautiful and I believe next to ur love for him the step mother loves him close to U as her own child. Close to your love for him but but not the same!This is so sad to find out certain things that costed u you family came to lite after your death was not the true information! That you had a chance and you wasn't aware of it! It hurts but I gather info regularly and one day when you child is grown I will let him know how much u truly loved and wanted him but thought u didn't have a chance. Well we were all wrong! But now you gone like u said u would and that won't change anything now! But one day we will meet again. I love and miss U. I know your 1st Birthday in Heaven will be a good one! Better than any u could have here! Happy Birthday Tinker! I love and miss you more than words could ever explain! Tell the rest Hi and I love and miss them too! May God Bless Your Soul R.I.P. luv ya all the way to Heaven!

Love you & miss you Uncle Tom. You were like a 2nd Father to me...It's still hard to believe you're gone. You were an amazing person despite your flaws, anyone that took the time to know you knew that. I miss you greatly & I still wish you were here. At least I know you are in better hands now...That gives me some comfort knowing you no longer are here suffering & in pain anymore. I know you are at peace & feel all the love & joy in the world now...Because you have the best caretaker in the world now, so spread your wings & fly high Uncle Tom. Until we meet again, I will forever love & miss you. See you on the other side when my time comes. I know until then you will be there watching over us all, you are our guardian angel now. Bye for now until next time, I love you Uncle Tom...All the way to heaven.

I miss U more and more every day! Wish U was still here and had never left! But I know and feel your in no more pain now. Just havin trouble myself inside dealing. The world is so much different now that I will never see u ever again! And U said no one would miss U. Well buddy U were far wrong! I myself hadn't any clue how hard it was going to be without U in my life. The emptiness. And void I feel in my heart. Is no where near the thoughts of loosing U in our life. It's above and beyond any pain I felt just thinking about it before you left.I love ya hun would love to have had one more day to spend with U .To tell U so many things that you didnt know! That might have changed ur mind .But like I said before to U . Everyone's book is written and this was your unfortunately. For me cause now I'm hear dealing with the pain in my heart.. But now. U are without pain and released from all the evil in the would today!The epidemic is still continuing. And I fight daily through a FB support group in your honor that are fighting to change laws and save lives.I know your with me because I hear the words U spoke so many times explaining how terrible this addiction was and all the people Ive talk to some fight it for their addicted loved one and some like me fighting in honor of their loved one they lost.But all the stories sound the same as yours. As they tell it I can hear you when you was telling me the same story before you left. They all say the exact same thing! So sad you and so many lost for nothing! Luv U! Fly with the Angels until we meet again!

Always in my heart!

Tommy ,
you will forever be missed young man.. you were always my number one as we grew up.. a btite and Shining Star that was always so happy .I know years have been in between since we last saw one another but you have always had a special place in my heart since childhood... no more sorrow no more pain here on Earth you are walking the Pearly Gates with our Lord and savior someday we will meet again.. never gone nor forgotten R.I.P.

R.I.P Tom

Tom
I miss you Bub more than words could ever explain. Not a day goes by my heart don't hurt nor my eyes don't shed tears for you! I don't understand why you left that night. You are the only one that holds the answers I seek! I love you and wish so much this was all a dream and open my eyes and their you would be!! But it's not and you are gone! You left too soon there were things that came out that would have changed your life so much. Your Boy is Beautiful bright blonde hair and big blue eyes like yours. he just turned two in May. He looks like you when you were small. I hurt knowing how much you always wanted a little one of your own and when it came was denied the opportunity to. You had a sad and unfair life sweetheart but now your where they can't hurt you no more! No more pain from your bad internal health. No more sorrow from evil people of this world! Rest In Peace! Until we meet again I'll hold you in my heart always. Love you all the way to Heaven!

Tom, you were a laid back kinda man, who enjoyed life to the fullest. Although there is no understanding why you were taken so soon, sometimes God breaks our hearts to prove to us he only takes the best. Fly high buddy and enjoy walking those streets of gold with our good lord. You are forever missed by friends and family