August 27, 2015
August 27, 2015
Wow... Where do I start? Every day I stare blankly at this site... Lost for words to say. Avoiding the tears I know are inevitable. Looking back on our memories. How we were kids and would dig holes in the ground , making traps for my brother to fall into! We would laugh so hard , nearly peeing our pants lol! Playing football in the mudhole! The day mom gave neko away and we learned that Bonnie had him. I believe that was how we met. Lol My first cigarrette. Swimming in the pond next to my house. Oh Lord can't forget the day you killed the water moccasin with your bare hands. I thought you were out of your mind! haha the day you asked me out and you sang kiss from a rose. You expressed your favorite memories to me when you wrote in jail, about the trampoline and stars. I never got to share my fondest memories with you. Will never forget when mom caught me you Devon Jessie and Kayla sneaking out for my 13 th birthday! Haha oh the punishment...still blame Jessie for getting caught lol. The many days we spent just drawing and talking for hours. You were always respectful and a gentlemen to me. You said one day I'd be your wife.. :( God Thomas if I could have a do over... Not a day goes by that I don't miss you. Your so special to me . You were my mirror. :) all the times we dated I always blamed bad timing. My biggest regret . The phrase "You don't realize what you have till it's gone"...has never been so clear to me. I had someone amazing. Bonnie you did an amazing job raising Thomas as well as your other children. I plan to carry on our goals we had Before you passed Tommy :) in remembrance of you. You are forever in my heart and soul. I love you Tommy . Aka T. Love :). Love Always and Truly, Ashley