Hiyyah Dad feel as though this is the only way i can speak to you well this and saying prayers but ive been saying prayers every night for the last 8 years so time to try something new lol still hasent hut me that your acho gone and i dont think it ever will you kept the full family together and now since your gone we have all just went our own ways Aunty Helen and Uncle John still have the hotel though and you also have 2 grand children Teejay/Thomas Junior who is now 9 month and Hayley May who has just turned 1 you would have been so proud of them theyr just adorable best looking children ive seen well them and courtney shes now 10 shes absolutly gorjus shes tall long fair hair big blue eyes shes a little lady now goes to a dancing club now gets the spray tan and nails done already you would have been so proud of her shes just amazing she used to look up to the sky when she was younger look for the brightest star and say Roxanne thats my Daddy would bring a tear to a glass eye but had to stay strong and say yep honey thats him looking down on you and she used to say yeah i know i know lol,Ross has his own career and that now works as a chef in glasgow uni doing well for hiself drives the new golf and goes 3 sometimes 4 holidays a year so proud of him aswell, cant wait untill Teejay and Hayleys older so we could tell them all the good/funny memorys when me Joanne and Ross used to climb out the caravan window and run right up to the rizavwa if thats how you spell it lol when we knew we wernt allowed lol or when we were in the park and you jumped up to grab a branch for us to swing on and it snapped and hut u in the head or the time when we used to hold hands and sing shake shake hands with the dival lmao or when peter fell down the ditch at the carvan and lost his shoe and his keys lmao or when we used to sing take the ribbon from my hair shake it loose and let it fall haha or the time we through the paddling pool over peter at the caravan or the time i got knocked down out side the house and u grabbed me ran over to the health centre and joanne ran up and buzzed ma mum and told her i got knocked down and my feet fell off because my show did haha i could be here forever writing all the happy memorys and could be here a full 2 seconds writing all the bad 1s because there was never any i just wish you were here so much Miss and Love you Loads Daddy Bear Lots Of Love Roxanne xxxxx
p.s hope your having a good and peaceful time in heaven and not getting upto any mischeif hehe well am off to bed as Teejay will wake me up early in the morning pulling my hair haha night night daddy sleep tight angel love and miss u so so so much xxxxxx
