I had always heard that it got easier as the years passed by when a loved one dies. You've been gone 3 years now and so far it hasn't gotten any easier. At every family function I still expect you to walk through the door, your voice booming through the house. I always feel like something is missing, and realize it's because you're not there. I miss you so much, and as much as I'd like the pain of your passing to subside, I don't ever want to forget you. So I'll take the pain if it allows me to remember every moment we shared. I miss you, and love you so much.