Dad you was my first love and my Best Friend I love you and miss you so much it hurts. There's so many things I haven't got to tell you! People who knew you before I was born tell me stories about you & I love hearing them but It makes me miss you even More dad.. I'm angry with God for Taking you away from me but I know your no longer in pain. I wish Love alone could of saved you because then you wouldn't of left. I don't know if you heard me or not on December 11Th,2020 but I kissed your head & told you I loved you so much I told you it was okay for you to let go but dad I wasn't meaning for you to let go the next day while I wasn't there. I should of been there Holding your Hand. Im sorry I'm not the perfect daughter but I'm trying my best to make you proud of me! I'll tell Jase all about you as he grows up. He still asks about you and tell me he Loves you n misses you I cry & say he misses n loves you to baby