Patrick it is so unbelievable, that you passed away 20 years ago today.
Never forgot the night before you passed away,as you watched Forrest Gump with me.You were having a really hard time breathing,as the fluid in your lungs and filled from the bottom to the top.just knowing that your heart was next.. You went to bed at midnight.the last things you said to me was," Good night sweet dreams,I Love You,& God Bless You".& I returned the same words to you.
I remember feeling this great anxiety coming over me.I checked on you around 3am.even laid down with you for awhile.you were sleeping soundly.qot up and laid on the couch and eventually went to sleep.
Got up early checked on you and left you a note on chalkboard telling you I was going over mom's and then pick up your meds.got back around 2. Nothing was disturbed or moved.I didn't hear a sound from you and you are a light sleeper. I remember going to your bedroom and you were still lying there in the same position I had seen you 6 hours before.My first experience losing a spouse.had a beautiful funeral for you.and your late sister Mary Jane paid for your funeral.I will be ever grateful to her.Danny built your casket.and painted it green for me.
Well there was more,but Patrick I will always love you forever and a day.I know I was your soulmate.Thanks for loving me by the little things you did for me.Love ya,Diana Lynn