I always remember you saying that I ruined your 10th birthday that you got up from bed and grandma  Ester was in the kitchen mom and dad were gone to the hospital because I had been born on the 6th of April and you on the 7th 10 years earlier I always hate it when my birthday comes around now because I know the next day is yours and I can’t celebrate with you I miss you so much I’m still trying to cope with the loss of you I love you and miss you you will never be forgotten I will see you again just not yet