It's been a full year without you. I can't believe it. It hurts to even come to the realization of it. But I get the feeling every now and then that you are still here. I always have looked up to you and you are always my best friend and an amazing aunt. You taught me a lot and now I have to be strong for you. I know I will see you again. And it hurts so bad that you had to go. But you are still here and when I feel you near it is strong. I just want you to know how much I love you!! And how much I miss you. It wasn't fair to have you leave us. It really is different without having you down here with us. Apart of me is so empty but I just remind myself you aren't that far , and I think of all the memories and then I get a sudden rush of peace. It's upsetting at first but then it feels like you are around and I feel okay and calm.. Family is everything and I am so thankful to have you in mine and I am honored to be your niece. I love you aunt Tracy! Keep watching over us all our beautiful guardian angel. ❤️❤️