hey bro ..missing hell outta you ..thanks for introducing me to scottie he been a great friend and bigger help ..oh can you and rest angels look around mike lost his mind  ;)

oh my God how i miss you travis..soooo bad well as u know we moved and where we were b4.. i love u travis my heart aches every day ...keep ur eye on me please tell god i love him so much too travis ur my rock..love you always and forever

oh my God how i miss you travis..soooo bad well as u know we moved and where we were b4.. i love u travis my heart aches every day ...keep ur eye on me please tell god i love him so much too travis ur my rock..love you always and forever

my heart is so sad no matter how much good i do it seems to bite me in the end ..i so tired and ready to just sleep

travis i dont believe u meant for it to be this way dont believe u ask mike to look after me when all i did was pay and do everything just to have a place to live and now that i have nothing i am out in street i just know u didnt mean for this to happen i could have went on my way instead of just staying around untill i was broke .. i dont know what happen and dont care anymore .. nothing i did for anyone meant nothing ,so they can take everything from me i dont care

since mike posted on the 21st almost 4 days ago he has knew this was what he was going to do just dont know how i will deal with it ..i know u said let mike take care ur things untill he passes and then it comes to me .well none it means anything to me just cant believe i was so stupid again

Travis hey honey i miss and love you so much..everyday gets harder and harder.. baby i dont know what to do anymore its getting harder and harder...im gonna be moving soon i guess i looked after her long as i can its to hard the rent bills i dont know//.  ill see ya i love  ya

well here i am again ,,i guess just venting on this site cause i havent gotten sign that your with me ..but why and whats up with ronnies post .. you dont wait untill your daddy dies before u start saying happy fathers day u are nissed .. according to dear ole dad .. ronnie hasnt told him happy fathers day or even birthday merry christmas or nuthing ...i dont ubderstand .. do i have to die to be loved ...i miss you travis if you was here this is one time we would talk bout the old days when we was younger for hours ..gotta go before i sart boohooing missing you

travis i know this proably just waste my time dont think you been this page i dont know anything anymore ..i dont know how to be happy ,and dont believe i will ever find happiness ever again if i have ever found it ..i dont know what the point going on is for ..

god i need a sign so i know everythings going be ok no sign tells me i headed for hard journey ..i miss you travis ,,its such a difference living miles about knowin i see or talk to u anytime but being in same place with u makes me miss u more now i know what alone feels like i need feel gods hand on my heart ..we will meet again i hope

i think you everyday

well travis i was going say please help me .. and how bad i need some kind sign.. to help me get thru the next even few hours but i feel like i have lost everything going under water and theres nothing i do stop it because i am not controling anybodys life hopeful my dream just living a peaceful life will see light day before darkness takes compeletly over .. but not going come this page asking for a sign begging for a reason live on till tomorrow .. i love you bro and wish god almighty u was here well and fine but thats a pipe dream like my life i guess ..later bro

well bro u would be 50 today ..oh the things i could have done for u to make it one you never forget ..instead i sit here knowing you have the best present anyone could ask for .... you with god,,, so dance with the angels little bro and as always knowing u the live of the party ... send me a pc cake if only in my dreams love you forever and always ..and watch out you know momma always like to throw extra licks in there ...miss you so much sorry bro 49

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND

well travis if you are really there feeling my enegry ,, when i need you i like to believe you are there feeling what i am needing to say... which one thing keeps me together being without you is to me part u are in that jar in living roon ... if it took giving my last drop blood i wasnt going let you remains disappear in whereever (where mine may end up but just ashes ) i belive that was what drove me coming spending last almost year with you ..to make sure u knew i be there carry ur remains in the next days to come and to make sure that was one thing you didnt haveta think bout twice ... and i do believe you knew . i know told u few times ..i take care that ...and i know i 'm suppose to take you mom ,,( but u there with it ...) i will fufill my promise to you ..i thank mike doing this page .. noone eles seems hear me when i talk , everybodies pain is always worse than mine but ok ,...i dont feel any hope or want go on anymore ...i want smile laugh and have happiness of doing and giving to others again..but being nice doesnt pay ,,my heart hurts because i do the godly thing and no matter if it takes away from me i still give no matter how that person decideds to return my kindness ... it has drug my soul down into a darkness not of evil but of unhappiness and loinliness that because i feel like noone really does care to see ur kindness or listen to ur pain .. they just waiting for the next chance to lie or decieve u in some kinda way .. travis .. i want to feel like i am somebody , i want to feel alive aaing not like i do to this day .. where u feel like u havent anyone that you can trust compeletly that would lie over any smallest thing that really to little to even care they lying get what in t for them ... .. i know i have tryed and pretty close living my life a godly giving person but i start tinking i been forsaken ir wonder whats really going on where are you what are you now and are you really happy ... why i feel like i could have raised my children better to be more caring about the ones that matter the most to you to help that person feel better about whatever family or friend be feeling ... but most all where did i go wrong that i raised a 35 year old son and a 20 year old daughter to not a more than once or twice looked back at times like birthday, christmas ,thanksgiving ,or mothers day to the one person who gave them life that for the first 6 years never took her eyes off them ,,and always tryed make sure even valentines and other special days let them know she be there for them always did she ever get smallest of a card or sign anyone cares .. travis please show me the light if i thinking wrong about all life .. please just glimpse where its all going ...i dont do things not even for my kids wantng something in return ,except to see same caring and giving showed that was showed to them but doesnt much matter now because if they did travis i feel like they said or did i because this and i dont want that ....travis you was a good person whoed help anyone and u was a grateful person far as letting sumone know u thank them well i come back ,,another time .. god bless us all... i wish you could help me find my way i am so lost in life ..love you

travis i know you never meant for it to end up like this .. my world is falling apart without you here to see that everythings done way its suppose to be ..but your not .. i wish so hard that time go back to the trailer in greenville you shared with steph and myself because i would never let that change ..i would have kept you there forever .. travis i miss you and dont know which way to turn ... please i need sum kinda hope ..i have lost my hope and want and my will killing me inside i have noone to talk to not even about you .. if i do try talk to anyone they just make me feel like they not paying me any mind .. i talk to you all time please show me the way ..i need this so much before i lose it ..its a no win with anyway i turn .. i am scared i fixing be out in the street and lose everything including my mind .. love you bro and miss you so bad it hurts my heart so much thinking and wanting be where u are at :(

well babe its been 6 months since you went to heaven.i miss you more every second. travis im at a bypass in my life. please help me figure out what to do with my life.i know me talked but its different now that your gone. well i love you and ill talk to you later . say hello to my mama

travis i miss your smile and laughter ..its so hard to know what to do with u gone .. it all seems so lost .. if u only knew how scared i am and alone i feel ..i miss you travis so much

well travis moms birthday just passed i miss u both so much it not normal its not suppose to be with way .noone understands me and i wonder if anyone cares to ..i just so sad i miss you travis

travis i miss u so much every second of the day... its so hard here without you ,,but ill meet u again in heaven one fine day and we ccan rejoice hug hold each other forever i love you so mvery very much ...



        your friend and soulmate forever mike

oh travis bro i miss u so much i am like mike i need you tell me what i suppose to do ... everything i do is a screwup from buying a simple laptop or webcam to buying this pathic thing of a car ..i feel like i losing my mind travis .. i losing all hope please send me a sign bro i really need it at this time .. my heart is so growiing dark and cold ... i know u here for me just small sign

i miss you so much ...i have never felt so alone in my life since you went away

my dnot a day goes by i dont think of you. your deep in my heart and will be there forever i love youdear friend you are a great man and i love you very much .. i learned alot from u my friend.. and i will treasure it forever..to me there could be no greater person than you travis..

whats there to say except i miss you brother and always will untill the day we meet again ... i cry for u all the time and i know thats not what you want but i cant help it ..i always been able to bottle my tears but when i lost u and cant talk to anyone about how i feel or hurt for u but i will live untill the day i dont anymore ... see u in the future bro i miss u deeply

Uncle Travis! I miss you so much and i love you with all my heart. You have been on my mind alot lately and i miss you more and more and as you know watching down from heaven i turned 21 the other day and it was a okay day. I wish you would have been here with me to spend it.. I love you so much and miss you more and more everyday!

TRAVIS I COULDNT TYPE IT ALL BUT I SINGING THIS TO YOU                  ...TELL ME WHAT DOES IT LOOK LIKE IN HEAVEN ..... IS IT PEACEFUL IS FREE AS THEY SAY ....DOES THE SUN SHINE BRIGHT FOREVER......HAVE YOUR FEARS AND YOUR PAIN GONE AWAY.... CAUSE HERE ON EARTH IT FEELS LIKE EVERYTHING GOOD IS MISSING ...SINCE YOU LEFT , AND HERE ON EARTH EVERYTHINGS DIFFERENT , THERES AN EMPTINESS ....OH OH OH I HOPE YOU DANCING IN THE SKY , AND I HOPE YOUR SINGING IN THE ANGELS CHOIR , AND I HOPE THE ANGELS KNOW WHAT THEY HAVE , I'LL BETS ITS SO NICE UP IN HEAVEN SINCE YOU ARRIVED , SO TELL ME WHAT DO U DO UP IN HEAVEN , ARE YOUR DAYS FILLED WITH LOVE AND LIGHT

hi my loving and dearst travis ..my heart aches each day your gone .

Travis Thomas was a  great man and friend to everyone he met ..he had a big heart and lots of pride and he loved God very much .honey i miss u and awful lot my heart is broken into a million pieces,its like u said its so hard to make it without you. im trying and lisa is also trying she works to hard but we will be ok one day i feel. as long as i have u looking down

well dont a day go by i dont miss you even more than i do the day before , the pain was so bad losing you i couldnt bottle it like i have so much other pain in my life , but i know god and you will help mike and myself see better days .i am doing all i can make mikes life little easier because all he done for you .. i hope i am anyways ... just know my baby brother i see you one these days and please dont be mad because i just am not ready to take ur ashes to mommas grave you are there with her so i like keep u with me little longer .. u always be in my thoughts travis .. i miss u so painfully

well travis i am lighting this candle to you ... i try to hold back my tears but its hard i dont want to be strong and carry on .. but i do so i be with you one day .. but bro i miss the heck outta you makes my heart ach with pain know u not here and theres so many memories i think us as kids i wanted to do so much for you when the money got good just knew you be here going walmart or places oh travis i miss you so much i haveta stop now be strong one day brother the tears wont roll nomore

well my sweet so badly missed baby brother ... its another day and i still cry for you ..steph left me days after you but i accept she has to have a live her own . but its so lonely without the two of you .. if you wouldnt have brought mike into my life i just cant say where i would be at now thank you for that .. travis i give my life to be with you instead here crying over missing you so much ... i accept you not in pain and you only feel the love but i just cant stand not having you around ... see you soon my brother i love you and cry for u everyday ppl at work say i look so sad and i am over you

Well, I do not know what to say about Uncle Travis. I was really to young to remember the times we were together. I was able to spend sometime with him when he came back and was working with Paw Paw. That was not much because I had my own life I was in. I was able to make it to Atlanta in July to see him for the weekend. I wish now I was able to have spent more time with him. But we all say this when it is to late.

it suppose to be getting easier my sweet baby brother but with u gone and stephanie and andy so far away ... i feel so lost and just dont have want for life anymore please send me a sign its ok i miss you so much travis i still cry every day for u ...

oh travis i know u up there looking down on us and i be so happy when its my turn to join you and be as happy and pain free as you are ... hold me a seat i be there when the good lord choices love and miss u like crazy

I just want you to know you have been on my mind here a lot lately and i love you dearly! i miss you more then words can express and i love you more then words can express. you may not be here physically but you are here mentally and i feel you are with me at time! i love you so much! Gone but never forgotten!

my dearest travis you were and are the light of my life.my heart is breaking and aching everyday.i wish i had more time with 15yrs seemed to go so quickly.the new year is getting ready to start and your not in it (physically) but u r and always will be in my heart.words cannot tell you how i feel about you . but we talked and you knew how i felt and we both feel the same.so travis rest in peace my friend ill see you at the pearly gates like we discussed ok. look for me and save me a spot next to you  ,,,.... God i love youso much until then be at peace

I miss you so much. u taught me alot the last few moms ... even tho u tryed to hide ur pain i could see it and that last day you was with me. I left your side maybe 3 times and last time i was sitting on porch and a voice told me go let u listen to vesta goodman. Looking for a city we listen to so many times together and i came in got my tablet and played vesta song for u ... when she took last breath done singing the song .. i heard u take yours .. i hide my tears from everybody but i guess u see me every night looking at ur picture thinking about u and yea the tears come .. i am so happy u not in pain any more but i need you so much at this point in my life... i dont know what i am suppose to do next... but we talked bout this and u told me to carry on bet i could ... thank u for asking mike look out for me. I so deeply apprecate him so .... i love you travis and i cry for you and for the love you made me feel that noone eles makes me feel that i miss so deeply

my dearest sweet baby brother i never thought i would be on this earth longer than you ... my heart is so saddened by your departure and my soul is only half with you gone but i remember so many things we talked about and being gredy was one ... i miss u brother and will see u soon .. your loving older sister

Miss you and Love you so much! Gone but not Forgotten!