May 22, 2022
May 22, 2022
You didnt think i forgot about you right.. I sure hope not because growing up you made the biggest impact on my life and to this day i sit back and think of all the times we could of had together even when you arent here. I usually sit down and imagine how much advice you would be able to give me about life Trent.. I miss being able to look up to my older cousin that was taking from me too soon. I just really hope you're enjoying yourself up there and are watching over all of us. Lifes getting pretty rough over here for me i recently broke up with my girlfriend for reasons you probably know since i believe you are watching over me. I just wish i had one last chance to talk to you so you could lay some knowledge onto me. Ill thrive and always have you in my thoughts im fixing to graduate too isnt that amazing Trent time flies in the blink of an eye but the one thing that doesnt is my thoughts about you. Us playing the game me watching you play call of duty or skyrim or jedi games. Me questioning how that hole got in your wall lol. You making me get us drinks so we didnt get in trouble because i was so little. I miss the simpler times but i always look back and I am amazed and how big of an impact you had on me. You felt like so much more than a cousin to me you were like another brother that cared so much about me. Also Trent im getting my drivers licenses pretty soon isnt that awesome too.? Just yesterday i bet you remember me being little and now look at me with all these girl problems who would of imagined I'd get myself into all of that. Life is a rollercoaster and im fighting it im strong im strong for you. I'll be back here again next year to tell you how much farther in life i've gotten again. Untill then stay safe Trent and i love you with all of my heart please rest safetly without any regrets we all love you very much :) .