Hello. God how I miss you so so much. Well my birthday is coming up and it's going to be very difficult to not have a text or phone call from you not to mention not having you at my birthday party. I hate the fact your not here anymore and yet we need you so much. You were the one who was always there at the end of the phone willing and ready to help if we needed you or even just to chat and have a catch up I often wonder if there was anything we could of changed for you. I miss you every single day you were like a second mum to me and i often called you mum. You were my rock when I was having a rough time and now your gone from sight it's so difficult. But your forever in our hearts and please know we all love you and miss you rest easy beautiful and shine bright to let us know your with us and watching over us love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
