Butterflies, Rainbows, and Hearts
Trista, I miss you so very much every single day. Sometimes I can just feel your presence around me and I am so thankful for those moments. A couple days ago you didn't just give me a moment. You gave me an entire Trista Magic Day. That is what I called it and what I will always remember it as. Starting early in the day there were Butterflies. Big Beautiful Butterflies. I've never seen so many Butterflies, one right after another. All day long. Some stopped and rested long enough for me to get pictures.
I'm so glad Grandma was here to experience this day with me. First, because I think it was awesome for her to get to experience too. Second, because whenever I share this story I will have a witness that it really did happen!
The butterflies continued all afternoon. At one point there was a little lavender butterly dancing all around me. I remembered the afternoon that Dani and Aunt Stephanie were here and there was one just like it. One of us said, "I wonder if that is from Trista." Just then the little butterfly landed on Dani's toe and we said, "Yep! That's from Trista!" So as this little butterfly danced around me I got up and walked around. It followed. So I said, "Ok, Little One, if you are from Trista, come land on my toe like you did for Dani." As soon as the words were out of my mouth the little butterfly fluttered down and landed on my toe! I stood as still as I could so it wouldn't be scared away.
Twice as I was reading my book I would feel the need to look up and there was a little fawn watching me from the field. I would look up and it would be gone. Just to be back in the same spot awhile later, just watching me again.
I called Aunt Stephanie to share the butterfly story with her and Dani. A little while later she called me back to share with me Dani's story of one of the songs from your services being played at the pool at a perfect time.
Then Uncle Shane called me. I started telling him about the Butterflies and the fawn and he told me about a little fawn he saw that day too. It just stopped right in front of him and looked him in the eye before jumping across the street into the woods. He said he had thought it was odd because the little fawn was all alone and he's never seen that before.
Later, Grandma and I were on the deck reading. I was distracted, thinking of all the magic of the day and I looked up in time to see a small rainbow. It wasn't a complete arch. Just a small rainbow from one cloud to another. I called to Grandma to come see and she got there just in time because it soon just faded away. A little while later, still sensing your love all around me, I looked up in time to see a heart shaped cloud float by.
It really was a Trista Magic Day. I love you so much, My Beautiful Girl.