No one knows how bad I hurt because I miss & Love My Beautiful Sister and Best Friend with All my heart and soul! I don't care who you are, no one could or will ever take her place. She had a heart of Gold and loved everyone. I could've been in the worst mood, but soon as she stepped in the same room with me and I saw her big Gorgeous smile from ear to ear then those big beautiful blue eyes....my whole day become a new day and a very happy one. I know your watching over your little man and all the rest of us!!! I don't know what I would do if you wasn't right with me helping through everyday life, talking to me, letting me know it's all gonna be just fine. I know God took you home because it was your time to rest and no more suffering but I still ask why such a good person taken so soon? I'm sorry Nessa because you've told me it wasn't my fault and you knew I tried very hard....but I still can't forgive myself for not making it to the hospital before you took your Angel wings! I failed you really bad but it all happened within about 4-5 minutes. You are my Angel, light, sunshine, and my guidance until it's my time to come home and meet you at those golden gates with arms wide open and oh what a beautiful glorious day that will be!!! We AL love you. Me, Mundo, Malakai, Rodrigo, Mommy, Petrita, Camila, and most of all your Precious son May this Tillman Smith (Little Man) RIH.....Fly High.... :-) ♡☆♡☆♡☆♡☆♡☆