I just wanted to say that I still can't wait to see you again Mom and I think of you every single day along with all the things I wish I would have said and all the things I would have changed or done so differently as well as all the apologies that I owed you and you deserved but for the time being it's just that a wish because I figured I had enough time to get around to it and because of my foolishness I now own that guilt and it's no pain I would wish on another human being. I love and miss you TatorBug more than any body really knows. I am truly sorry Mom 4 not being with you those last 3 days of your life and I hate myself for it and I pray 2 god that you didn't leave this world afraid and feeling all alone and not cared or loved by anyone enuff 2 be at your side until it was 2 late. I Love you Kid and we'll be 2gether again. Just me and you kid, just ME and YOU!!♡♡♡