missing you everyday but this time of year is always even harder and is always horrible mom. so much has changed since you've passed away. i miss our sunday calls ridiculously, miss seeing you coming to australia to visit us, miss living with you when I was struggling, miss being raised by you as a teenager, a boy, and a baby. miss everything about you mom, really don't understand why you are gone, and never will. i don't understand death, and you are the most loved and important person that i've ever lost in my life. i know it's only a matter of time before I join you, but the in between is very difficult. words can't even describe any of it, I miss you and love you mom. I wish you were here. wish I could talk to you, and give you a great big hug. dukie was crying this morning, and so was dana, they miss you and love you. nixy is too young to understand but she made you cupcakes today. your legacy lives on with us mom. we love you and miss you dearly. rest in peace my beautiful mother.