Mom. i cant believe how much it hurts to lose u,it hurts every day not to be able to talk to u and hug u and say i love u ,it was so hard seeing u suffer all these years and not being able to help as much as i could ,it also hurt that i never got to say im sorry for speaking to you the way i did when we last talk,i only wish that u forgave me for treating u so unkindly,i know you would have just laugh at me if i said this to u and that u forgive me, well i hope that is what you would have done ,,i will always be thankful that u r my mom and i thank god for giving u as my mom,and thank u for teaching me about cooking ,and other things ,and specially how to look after my kids,u helped me raise them ,so many things that u taught me though the years,,But the best part was to love all people no matter what they did to hurt you or hurt others ,u told me to forgive them sometimes its hard but i pray ..Anyway all i want to do is set this page up so future generations know who u were and how much you were loved and still are and also that you are missed by so many ,but u will never be forgotten ,,I MISS U MOM SO MUCH,,I LOVE YOU AND I WILL NEVER FORGET U ,,,LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS