September 5, 2023
September 5, 2023
It's always difficult to come here. It has been a good while. I cry like a baby every time and that is what makes it difficult. The memories of my mom pull on my heart and mind. There are awesome memories but also regret. I made huge mistakes in judgement in my relationship with her towards the end of her life. But I know I cannot change them. I can only learn from it and grow and that is what she would want me to do. I am so happy my big brother was able to be there for her and I greatly appreciate that. I am faithful that she is in a much better space/place than here on earth, in this dimension. She is there inspiring those around her with her humor, her creativity, delicious cooking and so much more. God received her back with open arms.
I am taking the inspiration and teachings she shared with me whether directly or indirectly and becoming the best version of myself. Thinking of you always...love you Mom forever...thank you for loving me despite my shortcomings. Forever missed.
I am taking the inspiration and teachings she shared with me whether directly or indirectly and becoming the best version of myself. Thinking of you always...love you Mom forever...thank you for loving me despite my shortcomings. Forever missed.