I figured I would post early before I got emotional and couldn't. I want to say happy happy heavenly birthday daddy. We really miss you.

Hey Daddy! I wish Liora could meet you. She will be 2 tomorrow. I'm sorta sad and happy all at once. My baby is growing up. I hope I can get back on my feet and make you proud again. I just want to be able to provide for Liora like I was able to do for everyone else before I let an asshole talk me giving everything up for empty promises. I'm working on doing it solo. I'll say a prayer for you as I lay down tonight.

Merry Christmas Dad. You are so missed.

Amanda I know how you feel I miss him so much.

Missing him so much! ❤️

Well here we go in my mind I was thinking about this day for weeks but on the other hand I was trying really hard to not think about it. I really really miss you I really wish you were here there's so going on and have thought about just giving up multiple times and just come be with you bc it is just too hard then I remember how disappointed you would be of me. I love and miss you daddy. Happy birthday.

Happy birthday dad. You would be 67 if you were still here with us. I miss you so much

Daddy I really wish you were here I've come so close to ending this pain I feel everyday not only is my body against me but my mental health is really bad I know I shouldn't feel this way but I'm so alone I have no one and yes I know it shouldn't matter but sometimes I really need someone. I really really miss you and love you it doesn't get easier it only gets harder. Not sure how strong I am just keep watching over us. I love you daddy.

Wanted to say before this day was over, that it still hurts. 10 years have gone by but the pain is still there as the day I got those 4 words..."he didn't make it"... You are with us everywhere and in everything we do. So you are not forgotten. ♥️ I love you, Dad

I miss you so much. Usually I can forget about this day and stay so busy but the last few years have forced me to grieve you on this day. I don't think I can heal from this. I am not strong. I'm broken. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! IT STILL HURTS JUST AS BAD AS THE DAY WE LOST YOU! We are not the same without you....

Daddy not much to say bc I don't want to cry this early I will be back later. I really miss you time hasn't healed me yet. I really wish I could talk to you. I LOVE YOU DADDY!!!

Daddy I am so lost there are days I want to just give up but I look back and see so many times we struggled and you always made it work for us and I know it would break your heart to see me not be strong like you raised us to be. You have no idea how bad I need you here it is so hard to get my emotions out I'm trying not to break down I have no one to talk to so I've gotten used to holding it in but it would be really nice if I had your shoulder to cry on. There's so much going on and the rest of the family is going thru their own things so I can't bother them with any of my problems. I'm just at a very low place right now.. I love you daddy forever and always.

Happy birthday Dad. There's so much I want to type, but I'm just gonna leave it in my heart. I miss you more than you know. I wish you were here to guide me and tell me right from wrong, give your advice. I love you always.

Daddy i know writing this isn't the same as talking to you but its the most close thing i can get. I have moved so far in my life i know you would be proud of me. I really wish you was here there's so many things i need you for so many nights i lady awake thinking and if you was here you could help me. Merry Christmas daddy i hope are watching the grandbabbies open gifts it always put a spark in your eyes. I love you.

Here it is Christmas 2020. Things still don't feel right. Miss you always daddy. Love Manda.

I miss you so much. Today marks 9 years since you left us. Daddy I wished you were here to see my accomplishments and my girls. Love you always and forever! Manda

I know today is almost over and I still haven't written anything. I want you top know I love you and will always miss you. I learned today that crying does no good bc nobody is there to give you a shoulder to cry on during the whole 8 yrs I've had nobody so from now on I'll cry inside. I really wish you were here I really do feel like I have no one at all. I try to be like you I help everyone and I know its wrong but I wish someone appreciated it. I just want someone to be there for me . I know even though we would clash heads you would still listen and give me advice I really do feel like I've done something so wrong I can't be forgiven idk what I wish I did ago I could make it better. I really miss you and need you so bad idk how much longer I can go on being alone..... I love you daddy and until we see each other again soon I miss you.

Hi daddy i know you don't like reading do I'll make this short. I miss you daddy and wish i could see you.

Happy Birthday Daddy!!! I love you so much!!

I miss you papa. I hope your doing good in heaven. I think you would be glad to know that I'm doing good in school. I know you are watching over us and keeping us safe. I love you! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU !

Daddy there is so much i could use your smartness for I'm so tired of struggling bit i know without struggle you can't succeed. But it sure would be easier with you here. I wish it would get easier and not hurt so bad but to be honest I still cry as much as the day you went to be with all your ken ppl, mama, daddy, brother, and everyone else. I love you and miss you forever your daughter. I will be back tomorrow to write you more.

happy birthday dad. i love and miss u so much. u are not forgotten. u will be forever in my heart

Daddy I want to say happy birthday! I really wish you were here. I love and miss you so much I have so much going on and I'm really scared I wish I could hear you say it will be ok...

Just missing you Boo Boo! Mama has been taking it hard so has everyone. Never would have thought you would have left that day. I regret not getting to spend more time with you, and I wish I could see your kids more, but things are hard for everyone. I want you to know I am so proud of all your kids they are doing amazing and you have some beautiful grandbabies. You sure did love and take good care of them while you was here. They will always know you loved them! Love and miss you so much!

Hey dad.... i miss u so much. I havnt been doing good lately. I dont know whats wrong with me.... ive been praying so hard that i will be ok. Just feels like im going to end up with u soon

Hello Daddy I really miss you and would love more than anything to have your here with us everything isn't the same without you here you taught us well daddy I love you forever and always until we meet again I know your watching over us because you always wanted us to be safe and went out of your way to keep us that way even staying up all night even days at a time. I will never forget all the times we had together we all miss and love you. Merry Christmas daddy! Be back new year's to say hello and talk to you more.goodnight for now.

I can't believe it's been 6 yrs so much has happened I got married and he treats me like I should have been I think you would be proud. Your grandbabies are doing great they miss you too. I love you Daddy forever and always in my heart. I might be back later to write you more just can't right now.

Happy birthday daddy. I love u so much

Happy Birthday Daddy!! I love and miss you!

Happy 61st birthday daddy is love you and miss you so much hope you had a wonderful day in heaven. Love you forever and always

I miss you daddy so much I'm not saying I'm letting go I'm just saying realizing your gone helps the process I will always love you and miss you 5 years has gone by so fast I hope your not mad but it's the only way I can ease the hurt I hope you understand

5 years and I still miss you so much! Im still struggling to a hold of my feelings. It just seems I become more bitter each day without you here. I love you daddy.

Daddy i miss u so much. I cant believe its been 5 years. I just remember as a kid, i would think about my future, and u was always in it. U left me too soon. I love and miss u so much. Rest in peace dad. I will see u again one day.

Happy Valentines daddy. I miss u still. So much everyday. Ill never forget the very last valentines u were here. U bought me mom and lisa a teddy bear with candy. I wish i could have returned the favor. I love you Daddy and i pray to god u knew it back then...and i hope u know it now.

I miss u daddy

Dad, this is ur 2nd anniversary in heaven. I hope u are doing good there. It doesnt seem like its been 2 years :( I miss u so very much. If only u could really read this and know how much we really cared. And lived u. I feel silly typing things to u knowing u cant read it. But I guess this is just my way of expressing my thoughts. Im cryin like a baby im sorry. I love an miss u. <3 <3

Hey daddy! I miss you! Today you have been gone for two years and I m8ss you more and more instead of missing you less. Life without you is hard but knowing you are watching over me I still am trying really hard to make you proud of me. Anyways! I love you lots!!

Hey daddy. Its been a while. I miss u bad. But I have good news! I passed my test. I have another interview at Glen Raven. You would be so proud of me!  I love u daddy. I miss u bad even tho ur still with us. I love u. Say hey to Rickey and Karrie for me :-) <3

I thought i had left something on here daddy im sorry its not on here but i know u already know how i feel times are so hard i know if u was here i know it wouldnt be like this cause u always took care of us and made sure we was ok daddy im sorry and I LOVE YOU

Daddy i miss u so much, Life is so hard without u here. I think about u every single day. Im sorry it has been so long since i visited here, but ur always on my mind. I hope u are not lonely anymore... I hope Rickey and Karrie are there with you. well, dad, I love u always. Goodnight <3

I love you daddy!! Happy B-Day!!

We miss u so much dad. Today showed you are still in everbodys heart still. We love u.

Today was the most sad, but also most hopeful day of my life. Counting the minutes, days, years 'til I finally get to see you again! I love you Daddy! I hope you liked the event today. I hope we made you proud!!! I made it through the day without crying lol. Hope you was watching your family celebrate in your honor and memories. We all miss you. I hope you are happy daddy! wherever you are

Wayne, we miss you and love you. We enjoyed you comming down to the campground back in September 2011. I am so sorry this had to happen to you. Your kids and wife and family and friends miss you dearly. Karrie loved being around you because you made her laugh and smile and she said you was her "BUDDY". R.I.P WAYNE NICHOLS!!!

I miss u so much. The pain has not gotten any better. I dont see how ppl can get ovr the ones they claimed to have loved..so quick. I still think about u everyday and I cry evryday 4 u. Even tho I shud b happy ur in a bettr place.i love u always dad. Love ur baby girl....amanda

Happy Fathers Day Daddy!!!! Love You!!!!!!!!

I love and miss you uncle Boo Boo!

I Love You Daddy!!!

Happy Birthday uncle Boo Boo. I love and miss you very much. I will never forget how you could always make me smile. I hope you are having the best birthday ever. I love you!

Happy Birthday Daddy!!!! I Love You!!!!xoxoxoxoxoxoxo