Brother what times these are. The world has gone crazy since you left. Nothing has been the same. It never will be. I miss you every single day. Always.

Happy Birthday my Son ! Billy would be 44 today but instead there is no cake, celebration or gifts.We all have our memories to get us through this day. Each of us have special memories and thoughts. You'd think after all these years the pain would lessen some but it never goes away.What I would give for another phone call or just to spend some time with you. You are and always will be greatly loved and forever missed! Happy Heavenly Birthday my Son! I ;ove you for always and forever!!! Mom

Oh little brother I miss you. Today you should be eating cake and celebrating your birthday with us. Life still has a huge gap for all of us. I love you. Happy birthday.

Another year you're not with me. I miss you more each day. Life as we knew it stopped the day you died. We all miss you so much! You're with me all the time in my heart and thoughts. Words can't describe what a hole that was left when you left us, I love you always and forever...Seven years yesterday and my heart is still broken...Mom

Today you would be 42 and we'd be having a blow out You're always with me in my thoughts and forever I my heart. As the holidays and years pass it hasn't gotten easier. I still just make it a day at the time. Happy Birthday my Son!!! Love you always!

Dear Little Brother,

Today and every day, I miss you. I wish you were still here and we were spending this day together. Happy Birthday in heaven. I love you. You will forever be my brother and my best friend.

Always,

Leigh

Another holiday has passed without you and seven Easter's this year. There's never a time that I don't think about you. After all this time I still miss you so much. The pain never lessens and it is still so empty. Someday's I just don't want to even get up. We all love you and each of us still have our memories. I love you Billy. Mom

as time goes by I want more and more to remember every moment I spent with Billy. every time in UO and the phone calls , He was so delightfully funny and warm hearted . as I think of things , so many ,its hard to recall ,but there is more coming in my mind , always minutes of fun hours or waiting to spend more time with his dare devil character love his playfulness , his absolute crazy ideas and romantic heart, I loved his devil may care ways , Also seen the very serious side of him
love you Billy dear ,miss our talks and our fun times , it was amazing to be your friend and play with you in UO and how wonderful it was to see you in action , you taught me so much , your patience was awesome .Thank you for being so kind and showing me what a real friend was like., then and now you are deeply recessed in my heart, Tears shed are an award for knowing you, like pieces of gold shinning , sending out warmth to fill the void left by your lost, The love shown me by you , is still there , memories of you help fill the feeling of lost, dearest Billy I am sending warm thoughts to you. Love you Billy
 More later .... so much so little comfort except ,letting these words
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Oh Billy. I miss you so much. Today is such a hard day for me because 6 years ago today, I lost my brother. You were more than my brother, you were my best friend. My children love you like you were their father. You were always there for them, and you were always there for me. I love you, Bill. Forever

I've almost made it through the sixth year. Such wonderful messages, comments,phone call from Luke ,im from Bekah,heard from Linda,Sue Shaw,Mandee and so many other kind messages and calls. Ofcourse Leigh still worries about how I still grieve and she has to be sure that I'm fine and I know how much she still hurts and misses you. You have left behind so many people that love you so much. Everyday hasn't been or will ever be the same. I have actually kind of improved over the last months. Looking forward to seeing Leigh ,Bekah and Luke my little big man. Aunt Risa and I talk about you a lot. We share a bond as we both lost a son. Guess some think I'm crazy because I write as if you are here. No one has ever taught my heart that you are gone so I just go from day to day. I love you always and forever. Mom

Tomorrow November 5, 2014 will be six long years since my Son Billy went to heaven. Now he has Grandma Dollie and Grandma Grace watching over you. I know you are in a better place without pain and being hurt. Life can sure be unfair but I was blessed to have you for 35 years but I just needed you longer. When your child dies a huge part of their Mother dies too! No one can take that pain away! It never goes away, always there you never forget.I thought as the years pass the pain would lessen but it only gets worse. Tonight about this time was the last time I spoke to you and you said "Mom I'm Tired and going to bed". I had no idea that that would be the last time I heard your voice. That day I died too! We all love you ,miss you and have that emptiness. I love you Son and miss you so much.You are and will always be "The Wind Beneath My Wings". Mom

There is never a minute that I don't miss you or think of you. The days pass but the pain never goes away. You were suppose to bury me. My heart will always be broken and no amount of time can change that! I love you my Son. Mom

Hey daddy I miss u soo much I know you are looking down on me keeping me safe I love you you will always be in my heart there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you.....