November 1, 2023
November 1, 2023
The last few days have been hard, but I am glad I had the support of family and friends. I found myself in deep sadness dealing with grief and guilt but now that my head is clear and my heart is not heavy, I can celebrate you without tears. Remembering a woman who touched to lives of so many. I thank you for the impression that you left on me because you a truly an unforgettable woman. It is amazing that at any moment, you aren't far from my thoughts it could be the simplest thing a song, a restaurant, a random thought or memory that just reminds me of you. I had the weirdest feeling these past couple days like a gray cloud of sadness was following me around, but I still felt this warm feeling like you were always close to me. Sometimes you feel like you're everywhere except right here and that is the part that hurts the most. My grandmother was one of the strongest women because the strength she showed in times of struggle and battles that she won that people know nothing about. She wore her heart on her sleeve for the people she loves but battled through so many pains alone and you deserve your rest now. She was a fighter, and she overcame a lot to be there for everyone, but I find comfort in the fact that she is not in pain anymore. I have cried many tears over these years, but I know that all the tears in the world will never bring you back. As you celebrate your Birthday, I wish you everlasting peace and comfort. I miss you, Grandmama. Happy birthday!